𝐀𝐭𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 ✔️

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Allison's POV:

I started to walk. I didn't know where I was walking I just walked and walked and walked while tears kept streaming down my eyes. They didn't stop. They were flooding like a water fall that don't have an end.

It was all a lie.

A beautiful lie,
            that I love. Love badly.

I felt empty. Empty like the day I lost my mom. I thought I'll never feel it again. At least not by the person I love and thought will never hurt me, but here I am. In the middle of a road while no one is around me. All alone. With darkness.

Emptiness.

Darkness.

Numbness.

I love him. I shouldn't. I should hate him, but I love him. I'm crazy in his love. In his touch. In his eyes. In his soul. In his warmness. I- I can't without him. I love him. More than I love anyone else in this world.

But he's not mine. Not mine to love. Not mine to feel. Not mine to touch. He's to someone else, that isn't me. He belongs to her. He is hers to love. To feel. To touch. Not mine. Never was mine.

He lied. Lied about everything. Every little stupid promise. That I believed. Every single touch that I loved. He lied about everything. And on all that...the stupid me still loves him. Want him.

My eyes were by now probably red. Red like blood. But then a rain drop came and removed the blood. The rain removed the tears. But it never removed the pain. Nothing will.

Nothing will remove the pain in my chest. The heavy pain, that I can't get out. I can't scream. Yell. Hit. Speak. It's all numb. Nothing wants to come out, instead it want to kill me slowly inside.

I fall. Fall down on my knees in the middle of the road. I looked up at the dark angry sky that was raining in anger.

He's gonna marry someone else.

He is gonna touch someone else. Love someone else. Feel someone else. And that else...it's not me. It's all her. He is hers.

I started to yell. Yell loud so everyone could hear my pain. Feel it. Feel how I got betrayed by him. The one I love. It was starting to rain more and more that my clothes were soaked, my knees were bleeding while my eyes were crying.

After my loud yell I broke down in the middle of the empty road. Everything started to get out. The pain the betray the numbness. It was all hurting. Hurting so bad.

I felt a hand on my shoulder that made me look behind me to find Ethan. He bent down before he took me in his hands while my tears kept flowing.

"Shhhh it's okay" he started but nothing helped. Nothing will remove the pain. The love. The darkness. Nothing. Only him.

"H-he lied l-looking into my eyes" I whispered between my sobs while his hand kept tapping my back.

"I know I know it's okay it's gonna be alright I promise you" He said while I kept crying and crying in his arms.

After awhile darkness took over me.

Next day:

A thunder brag came making me flinch. I woke up to find it still was raining. They sky was dark. Very dark. I looked around me to find myself in a penthouse. It was beautiful.

I stood up before a strong headache came making me fall on the bed again. Then my eyes caught that I no longer was in my clothes I had on last night. I had a shirt on. It smelled like Ethan so it's probably his.