Pete pov
"Hey dude you okay?" Joe asks walking in my room.
"I don't know anymore, I Thought Patrick and I could really work everything out, but I guess I was wrong."
"Did you think about moving back to Los Angeles?" he asks.
"Yeah, but I cant bring myself to physically do it, besides I'll probably end up like last time or maybe even worse" I sighed.
"Hey don't say that, you're Pete Wentz remember?"
"I think that's the problem, because I'm me is the reason Patrick left me" I said.
"Remember when Patrick was dating Elisa and you did everything you could to make him date you instead?"
"Yeah."
"Well that was all you Pete, and Patrick fell for all those failed attempts you did to get him."
"Are you suggesting I..."
"Yeah, why not?" he says.
"Because he's expecting a child with someone else, and not just someone else but one of my best friends."
"Many children have separated parents Pete, that kid wouldn't be the first and you can't really call Brendon a friend anymore."
"I can't, not when there is a baby involved, Joe that baby deserves to be with both of it's parents and besides Patrick doesn't want me anymore."
"He says he doesn't want you anymore, but c'mon how many times did he say that during your relationship to get you to back off."
He did have a point. Patrick would always say something he didn't mean when we fought a couple times.
"And besides the whole Patrick being in love with Brendon... It doesn't make since they always seen each other as brothers."
"You think he could of made it up?"
"The baby no, but Brendon I'm not sure what to think anymore, I'm just saying if you want him back then do something to get there." he says heading out of my room.
He was right, if I just sit here and cry over Patrick I'm never going to get anywhere, with him or anybody. I think this is one of the reasons I am truly lucky to have a friend like Joe he always speaks what's on his mind.
Before I could do anything I need to know if Patrick still wants me and I think I have an idea how.
