Patricks pov
I felt empty inside why did I ever think that dating Pete was such a good idea. It was so stupid to think that this relationship would work. I wish I could take all this pain away, but I can't bring myself to do something drastic. I remeber when Pete tried to kill himself I thought I was going to lose my best friend forever.
I heard I knock at the door disturbing me from my thoughts and went to go answer it.
Pete.
I tried to close the door as fast as possible before he can come in but he pushed it back towards me.
"Patrick please listen to me" Pete yelled pushing the door harder as I felt weak against his strength letting the door swing open.
"Pete, I'm done with everything that
has to do with you."
"I know I have no explanation but I just..."
"Just what Pete... Just happen to have your dick up his ass!" I said cutting him off.
"Patrick."
"No! Pete just get out I don't want to here it!" I exclaimed.
I thought he was heading out when he pushed me against the wall crashing his lips against mine. I tried pulling away but kissing Pete was like an instinct and I kissed back.
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I woke up next to Pete naked knowing I have fallen for his tricks again.
I knew as long as I was close to him I would always forgive him. I can't live like that I want something more in a relationship then lies, sex ,and fights.
I carefully slipped out of bed hoping not to wake up Pete as I went into the bathroom took a shower and got dressed.
Thought it over and over and the best way was to leave California. To forget Pete and start a new life.
I only packed what was necessary and called for an airplane ticket Looking back at Pete making sure he's still asleep.
Afterwards I put everthing in the car and wrote a quick goodbye letter to Pete.
It seemed easy to pack and leave but it still hurt in the end.
Pete pov
"Patrick?"
I arose up from the bed not finding patrick next to me. I looked around the room finding the closet empty, and the drawers were half way open with hardly anything in them.
"Patrick?!" I search around the house not finding any signs of him when I found a letter under my phone it read:
Pete we both know that are relationship was not going anywhere and if we kept up this lie it would of just turned into a disaster. I love you but I don't think you can or love me enough to change no matter how many chances I give you. I don't expect you to forgive me because I won't do the same for you and if you thought last night was a kiss and make up then you were wrong it's best if you see it as a goodbye. Hope we both find our happiness somewhere else.
Patrick.
