SOUR PATCH

• Chapter Thirty Six

Just a warning, i find this chapter a little lame. So stop yourself from cringing, lol and this is not edited so, as expected there will be a lot of Errors.

Chapter dedication to : @LycaTwentyOne

Because you area adorable. :)

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• CHAPTER THIRTY SIX

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Marloe Loise Steven

I didn't realize it sucks this much.

Is this how he felt whenever I doubt his feelings for me? I can't believe it hurt this much. How could he say that? Did I ever give any indication in the slightest way that I'm pushing him away? Is that how it looks like?

He said that I look so happy. Am I that good at pretending to be strong for him? I have pushed the thought of him leaving to the farthest corner of my mind and act rational and mature to show him I can handle him leaving well. Even if it's the hardest thing ever.

But I didn't realize I've been pretending so well to the point that actually think I'm happy he is leaving, and how the hell did Phillip Brian or what-the-hell-ever-his-name is stepping in the picture?

"Turn the car around I'm not in the mood anymore. I want to go home"

I finally answer him emotionless.

I feel so hurt and I'm so mad at him right now. How could he insinuate such a thing! Does he really think I'll dump him because of Phillip? The guy is so out of my league and not even my type.

Did I ever do something for him to think that? Oh my god. Is this because we bump into each other in the café? He probably thought that I met the guy there.

"M." I heard him plead desperately.

I cross my arm across my chest angrily.

"I'm stupid I'm sorry, I'm just insecure and jealous and stress out and just plain idiotic. I'm not thinking straight.... this separation thing is making me crazy, I only just got you, and I know you're trying to be strong for us, and I'm sorry for being weak and vulnerable, I just... I love you too much and thinking about you with him just drives me completely mad, I mean look at him. he's grown up, he's more experienced, good looking, and he's obviously into you.... please look at me." he pleads again. I didn't answer him and continue looking at the window.

I heard him grunt in frustration, I can't believe he ruined my mood. I was so happy I'm going to see My favorite band in person and then bam!! Completely ruined.

Because he is insecure? How could he be insecure? I'm supposed to be the insecure one not him. I mean look at him? And look at me? How could he even think that Phillip would be interested in the likes of me? A nobody. a servant. Well, an ex-servant. And a farm girl. He can have the most beautiful riches and just-not-me girl in the world. And what the hell does he mean by more experience?! I have a lot of things to yell at him but I chose not to speak. I'm so mad at him right now and I don't want to regret anything that I say.

We stay in the car in silence. He didn't even obey me when I ask him to turn around. And in all honesty, I don't want him to; I still want to see the concert. I have been waiting for this since forever.

The silence and the tension are now thick in the air. Only the passing cars and our breathing are being heard. Clace is taking deep breathes every now and then. He didn't speak again after that long mantra.

Until

"I don't like the way he's looking at you

I'm starting to think you want him too