Doubts 2

An Awakening ...

Riley's POV

it was early the next morning.

"Omg." I whispered to myself.
My head was pounding.
I can't lie apart of me felt embarrassed. The little I did remember...
*Flashback*
I had Royce feeling me up knowing Akeem just died a couple months ago. I felt like a ho honestly.
I shook my head in disgust. On top of all that this n*gga wasn't even in the bed!
The white sheets looked untouched b*!

I turned onto my back trying to gather my thoughts. Rubbing the bed, I looked for my phone.

* Message Notification *
It was a message from Jeff.

"👀"

I looked at the message. "Girl fuck you !" I thought to myself. Listening to this b* got me here in the first place ! I shook my head. I was so annoyed.

As I laid there all I could think about was Akeem. I started to get a knot in my throat. I missed him so much. How could he just leave me like this. Me and Mulan. His girls.
A few tears managed to escape from my eyes. My heart ached. I missed his scent, his life advice, his jokes. He was my person. He was bossy don't get me wrong, the n*gag didn't even want me having my own life but .... I could never question the love he had for me. My protector.

*flashback*

I hate being pregnant. I whined. I turned to the side looking my body up and down in the big mirror on the wall. I felt like I was shaped like a potato. I walked to the bed, dropping my towel, I reached for my black silk robe. I was trying to put it on but it slipped out of my clumsy a* hands unto the floor.

"Omfg" I yelled in frustration.
I tried to bend over to pick it up.

"You know you could help right?" I looked over to the door of my room.

Akeem stood there leaned against the frame of the wall with his hands in his pockets. He was dressed in a black Tom Ford barrel cuff dress shirt buttoned up stopping at his chest revealing his many tattoos. He wore matching black pants. He matched it with a brown belt and brown Tom Ford Loafers. Looking like "f*ck me".

He smirked. Revealing his shiny white teeth against his dark skin.

"How did you know I was here"

I rolled my eyes.

"I can smell you from here Mr.Ross"

I loved that about him. When Akeem walked in the room you could smell his cologne. It was just the right amount. Smooth but bold in a way.

He walked up to me and kissed my forehead. Grabbing me from behind, he whispered "You're beautiful ma. Maybe even more now than you've ever been".

I always melted in his arms. It was like he always knew what to say. At the right time and at the right moment.
****
I rolled over in the bed and my eyes began to burn from the tears that I was trying to hold in.
*Sniff*
I scrolled through my phone seemed like for hours... I ran across a picture of Keem and Mulan ❤️ it was a picture of Akeem pretending to eat Mulan's fat jaws. The tears began to run down my face I could no longer hold it in.

*knock knock*

"Oh shit!"
I heard someone knocking at the door. I hurried up and wiped my face with the pillow that was next to me.

"Umm who is it ?!"

"It's me Royce !"

I looked horrible from the night before. My makeup was smudged just looked a hot ass mess.