3 months later ....
Akeems POV
I am still unable to fully walk but slowly .... I'm becoming myself again. Things were so fucking dinky. Don't get me wrong I'm happy to be alive but a huge part of me is void rn. I miss my family. My baby.
I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared for my future. I've never been afraid of shit in my life but .... fuck....
What if they moved on.... just sitting here thinking.... maybe I am the problem. I've caused so much shit to the people I love the most. Heartbreak.... painful ass memories. Maybe I should just let them be.
I sat on the balcony of my condo looking at the city lights. I was now staying in New York for the time being ... Benny ass had me here until I fully recover. This shit is pure torture. I'm a grown ass man tf I look like having a damn babysitter.
"Babyyyyyyyy. How are you feeling?"
Breaking me from my thoughts...
Tia touched me on my shoulder turning my wheel chair around to face her. I looked her up and down in annoyance.
"Come on baby dont act like that"
Tia was my overseer. Whatever the fuck you want to call her. Benny trusted her to watch over me. Ain gone lie the bitch nice to look at but fuck her. She wasn't nothing I wanted.
She sucked my dick from time to time but it was nothing more than that. Just something to get the edge off.
"You have therapy in the next hour. So let's get you ready babe" Tia said rubbing Akeem's silk black pants.
She started rubbing my manhood.
I slapped her hand away from me.
"Nah ain for it today mane" I said in annoyance
"Come on baby I make you feel better"
"Get tf back Tia!" I yelled
"You're so unbelievable!" She yelled back
I ignored her and scrolled my ass to the bathroom. Honestly. My heart was broken and I was really feeling the pain that day for some reason. I don't usually cry but my heart was heavy and I needed to release.
I went into the bathroom. Closed the door. The shower was accessible. I used my arms to pull myself to the chair I used to sit in while I showered. I turned the water on. The hot water hit my body sending my body into full relaxation.
I let the water run as my tears followed. I couldn't hold it in much longer. I broke down into a deep cry holding myself. I missed my family. I missed Riley! I missed my baby Mulan! I took it all for granted and now it was gone. I had to make things right. She wouldn't want me anymore I thought to myself... I'm a fucking vegetable. Fucking useless.
FUCK !!!! I screamed
I punched the wall as hard as I could breaking my knuckles !
Dark red Blood poured down the drain..... and so did my heart. I felt emptiness. Wasn't shit worth anything to me anymore.
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