sleeeep deprivationnnn
it's going to kill me.
I'm tired yet I cannot fall asleep and I'm going to die tomorrow I just know it.
anyway I wrote this while laying in bed bc what else am I supposed to do close my eyes and go to sleep??
what a stupid idea
anyway, once again, it's not a poem 😁
but I have nowhere else to put it so whatevs
I need to stop looking at other girls and wishing I was them because I am beautiful and I have people that love me and I'm not saying I'm better than those other girls, because they are also beautiful and have people that love them... what I'm trying to say is we are all equal. everyone is beautiful in their own way and I need to start accepting myself - who I am, how I think, what I say, how I look - because somebody loves me just the way I am. everyone has someone that loves them and yet everyone has insecurities, even the girls I look at and say, "wow, I wish I was more like her" (even though I know I shouldn't). the trick is to simply get over those insecurities. look at yourself in the mirror and say, "yeah, I might have a chubby stomach or a big nose or thighs that are by no means stick thin. maybe I don't have the cutest clothes and people don't envy me when I walk down the street. but I am me. I am me and I am beautiful. my body and mind are beautiful." and when you tell yourself that, you have to believe it. because it's true. it's as simple as that. your body and your mind are beautiful in their own ways, and so are everyone else's. and once you truly believe that, just know that other people believe it, too. there's someone out there that likes curvy girls, and someone that likes skinny girls. some people like big boobs, some like small. everyone has someone that finds them attractive. and even if they didn't, it doesn't fucking matter. beauty lies within. as cliché
as that sounds, it is so damn true. beauty lies within, and everyone has something inside of them that makes them beautiful. some have intelligence, some are funny, some are unbelievably kind, and some are understanding. some are passionate, and some are poetic in a sense that even their words are beautiful. some people are charismatic, and some are not, but even shyness is beautiful. everything is beautiful. and humans will be a hell of a lot more beautiful when they realize that.
