Smile [a Denki angst] BakuKami

11. Kiss

——POV BAKUGOU——

I couldn't react at al before he placed his lips on mine. I froze, not knowing what to do. His soft lips slightly parted but didn't let go.

I placed my hands on his chest wanting to push him away. "Wha-" I couldn't even finish as my arms went weak when I felt his tongue enter my mouth.

"Hmm." Another painful shock ran trough my body. It hurt. But my mind was to chaotic for me to think about the pain.

He kissed me.

This fucking jerk took my first kiss.

I closed my eyes shut. I was panicking. He reeked of alcohol. He's drunk... My heart was beating like crazy. And my face was feeling hot. It was only when I felt my pants getting tighter around my middel that I came back to my senses. I pushed him away and pinned him down.

My confusion turned into anger and embarrassment. My face was red till my neck. I was mad and dumbfounded.

"W-WHY DI- ARE YOU- YOU TOOK MY! YOU IDIOT. YOU. YOU. YOU!" I couldn't properly finish a sentence. My eyes were stinging and I did my best to not cry out in frustration. I didn't even dare to look him in his eyes.

"...you bastard!" I growled.

I finally looked up when I noticed he wasn't going to answer. My anger faded the moment I saw his with guilt ridden face. He had his eyes shut. Looking away. I could just see the tears flowing on his cheeks. He was shaking and muttering something. He looked scared.

"W-what is with you!" I cried out. He didn't answer. I could barely hear the soft and hoars whimpers leave his mouth.

"...Sor-...I didn't- I can't... don't want to..."

My breaths had slowed down. I could only look at the pityfull heap of what was once an energetic and rather annoying kid. Like I just forgot everything he did. I reached out to him. Placing my hand on his face.

"...re you okay?" I tried to ask. But it came out as nothing more but a whisper.

"Don't hurt me da-" He said. I could barely hear the words. But it was enough for me to realize he had no idea what he was doing. Or who he was with.

"W-what did you just say?" I asked. My mind thinking of the worst.

"Don't hurt me again. Please. I'll do anything. I don't want that anymore. I'm begging you. Please... please...ple-"

"Hey!" I turned his face towards me. But he didn't open his eyes. "P-Pikachu?" I asked with an awkward 'smile'. Or whatever it was at this point.

"D-don't."

"P-Pikachu. Come o-on. You're scaring me."

"..." I couldn't get any reaction from him. He was shaking even more than before. Little sparks were shooting off of him. Burning me in the process. But I was panicking to much to bother about that.

"Pickachu?... dunce face?" It was then that I noticed he was pulling is arms away. I was still holding him down at his wrists. I let go and he crawled back. Making himself as little as possible. Holding his wrists closer to him.