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Never Gonna Leave You - Mitsuya Takashi

Mitsuya x gn!reader
Genre : Slight angst but turn out into fluff
Warning : Se!f-harm , abuse and su!cide mentions.

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Mitsuya's POV
No texts replies , no calls from y/n. I wonder did I do something wrong ? Did I somewhat piss them off in any way ? There's no way I would hurt them but what if I did without realizing I did hurt them ?
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It's been 2 weeks since we last met. The day where I wanted to pick them up from their house just to find them getting hit. Panic began to attack my body, not knowing what to do. I just step into the house , without any further movement. Y/N stop me and said "I'll be fine, please go home. I beg you." with tears in their eyes. But I was still insist to go in. And that's where they yelled "PLEASE MITSUYA JUST GO HOME. FOR ONCE PLEASE LISTEN TO WHAT I SAID AND STOP WORRYING ABOUT ME." Y/N said slight crack in their voice. Oh how hard it is to just leave them with knowing that they're being abused.

Y/N's POV
Ever since I was a child , I never had a perfect childhood like other kids. Loving family , great mental health , and a healthy body.
Ever since I was a kid, I have to take all the blame for my siblings. Does my parents hate me that much ? In every single mistakes they made , they always find a way to make it twisted and turn it into my fault. Why me ? Don't I deserve to be treated the same way they did to my siblings ? With love, attention and care.
Instead , they caused all the bruise all over my body. Head to toes , it's all been bruised. Wasn't family supposed to love us ? But why are they hurting me instead ?
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It's been 2 weeks since Mitsuya have caught me being hit by my mother , I never open up about me being abused my my parents to him. So it was very shocking to him. Since what I said to him is that I have a very loving family , understanding family , and caring family. It was far away from what he expected my family is.
It's not that I don't trust him but I don't want to be a burden to him. But I know it's not my fault that I'm feeling this way, ever since I was a child , I've been taught to feel this way.

Mitsuya's POV
I can't just wait for y/n to reach out for me, I need to go to their house. 'What is it so coward of you mitsuya ? Pull yourself together , they're the one who's being abused not you , what are you so scared of to visit them ?' I thought to myself.
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I start my motorcycle engine and went to a convenient store to buy y/n some snacks in case they need it.
After a few minutes, I have arrived at y/n's house. From the outside it might look normal but the second you go in, it's not the same. Since the door was not locked, I just went inside carefully not to get caught by their parents but it seems like no ones home now. I called out y/n's name but no replies for them.
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I went upstairs, trying to look for their room. "Y/N ! Where are you ? I'm here , Mitsuya is here." still no response. Just then I stopped at this one room. Y/N's room , there's still no figure of her.
"Y/N , are you in the bathroom ? I'm going in now." the feeling of uneasy begin to fill my body.
Just as soon I open the door , I found y/n's body on the ground with knife on their right hand. I widened my eyes. Shock to see them in this state "Y/N ! HEY WHAT ARE YOU DOING ? HEY HEY CAN YOU HEAR ME ??" I said. They open their eyes "taka...kun ?" y/n said. "LET'S GET YOU TO THE HOSPITAL , HURRY NOW." "I can't move..." hearing that I immediately call the ambulance for help. Glad it arrived so fast.

No one's POV
You open your eyes and wondered the location. You're at hospital with mitsuya sitting by your side, head on the bed hands around your waist. He must be the one who saved you. Tears running down to your cheeks. Without realizing you woke him up.
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"Y/N you're awake ? Hey hey why are you crying ? Shh it's okay , don't cry I'm right here." He hugs you , gently stroking your head.
You stop crying. "I'm sorry..."
"What are you sorry for ?"
"For making you worry about me and for making you have to take care of me. I'm-" he cut you off with his lips on yours. Your eyes widened from the sudden action.
The kiss is full of love, caring and attention. Not long after that he pulled away from you "Why are you apologizing for my love ? It's not your fault and I understand why you did this.."he said looking in your eyes.
"But please , never do it again, I need you in my life , you are important to me." With a sad smile plastered on his face.
"About what happened-"he cut you off again.
"You don't owe me explanation love , if you don't feel like talking about it now , it's okay I understand , you must be tired , now take your time to take a rest , okay ?".
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Tears began to form in your eyes once again. There's somebody that actually love you, that actually appreciate your presence , that believe that you are worth of life.
"Thank you , Taka-kun, thank you so much." you said with tears running down. He kissed your forehead and said "Ofc my love, I'll alwaybe by your side whenever you need me, I swear on my life to never leave you."

"When I feel there's no one that love me in this world, you are always there to make me feel loved."

16.08.2021
- Sorry for grammatical errors !

A/N : Hey loves , I hope you guys are doing okay , remember that you are worth of life and there's still people that love you , I'm proud of you , look how far have you come , so please believe me , that you are worth it. You deserves the world. I'm so sorry if you can relate to this :( you deserve the world honey. I love you , please take care of yourself okay ? Stay hydrated and safe love <3

And yeah this may be a little bit of trauma dump for me , sorry <3 But in any ways , I hope you enjoyed it, sorry if it doesn't meet your expectation. I wrote this when I was in class LOL.