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Nothing Lasts Forever - Sano Manjiro

Mikey x gn! reader
Genre : Angst
Warning : Cussing

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It's been two weeks now since you see him. No texts , no calls from him, you're starting to think that he's avoiding you. But what can you do ? You can't do anything, cause you're stuck at this shitty hospital. The reason why you're held in the hospital is because you have some severe illnesses which the doctor doesn't let you go out cause it might affect yourself. You can go out but only around the hospital park and you can't go out without your oxygen tank.
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It's been 3 weeks now, still no call or texts from him. Your illness starting to get more worse than before. You are coughing blood almost like everyday now. You frequently feel sick in your stomach, more often than before.
You wondered what if you die and you never get to see Mikey ? You couldn't handle it anymore , the urge to escape from the hospital is getting harder to fight , so you decided to escape from the hospital. Even though you know your condition is getting worse.
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Mikey's POV
"It's been 3 weeks now Mikey, shouldn't you visit y/n ?" Draken said. I stayed silence. "Oi Mikey, are you deaf ?""I don't want to go see y/n." I've been avoiding y/n for 3 weeks now. All because I don't want to get attached too much. What if I loses them ? Will I lose someone again ?
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"If you keep avoiding them, you'll regret it. What if someday, they're gone ? Wouldn't you regret that you don't get to spend time enough with them ?" Draken said again. He's right though , I should go see y/n. Fuck it even if I'm too attached to them , at least I get to spend time with them.

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You were already coughing blood like everywhere now , but you keep walking because if you die, at least you get to see him or even kiss him as a goodbye. You keep walking and walking, your vision getting blurry. But you made it, oh how happy you are to see him , just as you were about to call him, you fell down on the floor.
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Just as Mikey about to get up, he heard a loud noise like a sound of people falling down on the floor , just as he noticed that it was you, he quickly get up and took your body to him. Draken and Mikey look shocked when they see your state getting worse.
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"Hey love." You said with a weak smile. "Y/n..."he said almost crying. "Please, please don't leave me, please I beg you, I don't want to lose anyone anymore, I'm sorry I didn't-" you cut him off by putting a finger on his lips. "Shh, be quiet can you ? I'm trying to sleep right now , god it was a long way, but it was worth it to see you here."you said weakly. "Mikey, please don't blame yourself okay ?" you said. "No no no ! Please stay , oh god y/n I need you ,please." he sobs. "Nothing lasts forever, love." You said. You're starting to hallucinate now. It is time. "Mikey... I love you." with that your vision went blank.
"No no no no no ! This can't be right ? right ken-chin ?" He said almost screaming. "Mikey...." Draken said. "They're no longer here...y/n.. they're no longer here." Draken said as he try to check your heartbeat. Mikey's eyes widen. But what can he do now ? Afterall it was his fault for avoiding you.
He kissed your lips hoping that it will make you come back to life but no nothing happens, this is not a fantasy. He hold your cold body closer to his chest. "I love you too, rest well my love." he said with his tears running down his face.
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"Life was always nice when I'm with you, but now it's only darkness that stay."

Sorry for grammatical error
I hope you guys enjoy this one !
Suffer ig <3