Realizing My Feelings

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Chapter One

Yanmira.

When I was still a kid, I met a boy.
He's not that handsome, not that cute.
The first time I saw him, he made me shy.
I don't know why, but I felt it inside.

It was just our elementary days.
I am so innocent in having this so called crush.
It feels weird to feel a heartbeat's racing.
I could feel the anxiousness in the first place.

I don't understand every single detail,
Not until we went into third grade.
I started realizing that I'm already admiring.
It was so unbelievable, indescribable, and confusing.

I went into too many methods, just because
My actions do not match my words,
It just keeps going like I'm not in control.
It does things automatically, without any permission.

I own my body; my body my rules.
But if it's about you,
I couldn't apply my own regulations.
The actions I do

Ruins every single piece of my personality.
And it even gives me headache to feel this way.
I am half an idiot and a smart person,
But after realizing something about you...

I became dumb and more dumber
Than my second hand embarrassment.

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