JFN 2: Is This Destiny?

Chapter 13

JISOO POV

Everyone is in there deep sleep while here I am drifted with my thoughts, Chaeng kept on hugging me which I am used to 'cause she would cling around me often just like before. Now I remember the time when I'm still uncomfortable with her like that, but now... I enjoyed it alot. More than alot actually.

That's why I spread my arms to come to me, laying her head on my chest. And now here she is sleeping beside me, tuckled up under the blanket like a baby.

My baby

Or should I say WAS my baby.

I know it's late now but I can't sleep, my thoughts kept on disturbing me, c'mon I just want a peaceful sleep. My eyes are already tired and my body feels week, but my thoughts are the only ones who have it's own energy this late.

I was about to turn around when I felt hands surrounding my waist oh god Chaeng this is an uncomfortable position. I slowly lifted her hand while I turn myself to her, I got good view on her sleeping face right now. How is she so pretty with even just bared face?

Well she's litterally the Goddess Chipmunk

Okay now memories starts to flashback again. Our memory that we both promise to treasure but ended up breaking it. Are promise really meant to be broken? I don't know, what do you think?

I can feel her breathing, why is she so close to me all of a sudden? I tried to move back a little but I realized I already hit the wall. Which means– oh no I'm trapped here! Help.

I just close my eyes forcing myself to sleep but Chaeng's presence, I got shocked when she lied her head to my chest. I got hot all of a sudden, I closed my eyes but something is telling me to surround my hands on her.

So I did that.

Okay to be honest here I know it'll only happen now so why not?

God her warmth and comfort is still the same. Is this why Mark fell in love with her? Well everyone can easily fell inlove with her I mean, she have a nice face, a nice sense of humor and have a golden heart. Who would ignore that?

[ play 'I guess I'm inlove' by Clinton Kane ]

Oh I'm obsessed
With the way your head is laying on my chest
How you love the things I hate about myself
And no one knows but with you I see hope again

At this point I'm not even trying to sleep, I'm just caressing your soft hair while the moonlight shining on us. I wanna go back to the time when we're still comfortable with each other, I wanna go back when you know everything.

I hope you can read my eyes, telling you how I want you to be with me again.

Oh I'm a mess
When I overthink the little things in my head
You seem to always seem to help me catch my breath
But then I loose it again
When I look at you that's the end

It's scary how I always pretend that I'm happy with our relationship right now. I get jealous when you mention Mark's name to me telling me how sweet he is when he comes over cooking you your favourite food and then spend time together just like how the two of before.