JFN 2: Is This Destiny?

Chapter 15

Jisoo pov

"C'mon eonni, I'm sure Chaeng will find the truth soon" Lisa said while nugging me, I smiled a little.

It's been weeks and I haven't visited nor see Chaeng now, I decided to let her find me if I showed up to her she'll instantly recognise me as the girl in her dreams, or should I say her girl in the past.

She's taking so long to figure out than expected, I know Chaeng is smart and she can do this easily.

"By the way Lis, have you seen her old phone? we both have our pictures there and I'm worried she might see it." I scratched my nape.

"Yeah Jennie has it." I just sighed in relief,"whatever you do don't give it to her when I say so okay?" she just nodded in response.

I promise myself to not show up to Chaeyoung and be the mysterious girl she kept calling, I know I love her so much but don't want to rush things between us. She's having feelings with someone else and is very happy, I can see it so I don't want to ruin that, I said it before and I'm gonna say again; her happiness is also mine, meaning; if she's happy then I'm also happy.

I'm trying to be patient but somehow my heart can't. It's like I can't be too far away from her cause I'll be hurt for some reason. I know she'll continue the hunt for me right? I'm not giving her any hard clues cause I also don't want her to suffer.

I know she's dreaming about some of our memories together which helps alot. Damn who knows that Jisoo Kim can be a simp on the inside, like it's not a problem love is love.

Rosé pov

It's been weeks and I still haven't figure out who this person is, her face starts to get blurry as before the time when it was so clear is when I was sleeping together with Jisoo when I was surrounded by her embrace.

That dream was so strong and well detailed, as time went on and Jisoo's not showing to me my dreams started to fade and the dream's connection is slowly fading away. I know it's great news that nothing is gonna be bothering me but I badly wanted to know who that person is.

I wanna thank her for everything and maybe pay her for the amount of love and happiness she's giving me, hold on. Maybe that's not a dream, maybe that was my past that I forgot! So deep in my memory that I lost it, all along I don't remember alot of people. I mean those people keeps on greeting me, giving me a hug when we met at the park or the grocery store. I would just wave a hi at them then would try to make an excuse just so I could leave them pretending that I know who they are but deep on my thoughts I'm trying to remember who that certain person is. A relative? a friend? who knows.

If I ask my helpers here that's been working for many years now maybe they would tell me my past! Mum told me I could trust them because they're been with us for so long. Among all I couldn't really ask my parents for the whole truth because they're out of country meeting alot of famouse entrepreneurs like them.

I rushed downstairs with my notebook a a pencil and went to the garden where they would hangout most often. I found one of them watering the plants.

"hey auntie, excuse me but can I know my past?" I asked her, she puts down the watering can and faced me while smiling. She ask me to sit at one of the chairs cause it'll be a long story she says.

I just listened to her, deeply in focus.

At this point she's just talking about my diaper days, where my first walk had happened, my first word and all of first.

Okay I lost my focus here while she continued to talk.

And talk....

And talk...

Talking that I got bored and drew a flower on my notebook....

And talk....

Okay this is getting forever, I was about to tell her my point of past when I can see joy in her eyes on my 7th Birthday. Now I don't want to be disrespectful or anything so I just stayed silent while nodding my head.

I waited for her patiently to get to the point where I'm trying to describe.

The time when I stick my hand out the toilet, okay that's disgusting why on earth would little Chaeng do that??

Until it got to the point when we found out that I have the talent to sing, where my voice is so soft to the ears and just very relaxing.

That explains why people keeps on telling me to sing infront of them when I just think of a solution to not do it since I don't know them (but they know me) I get it, it can be real annoying.

I should try singing again, I mean I can tell people were so proud of me back then. I'm practicing a guitar right now, I'll just add singing to my bucket list I guess and get that talent back.

Well until now my voice sounds great based on other people.

Until it get to the part when I would leave the house more often day by day, my focused got back to her. This seems very interesting like I'm hiding something from the family like really.

She says I would get out of the house earlier than I used to, come home late than before with a strange smile formed on my lips. I would come home more happy than usual, the way I talked change, as if I'm more softer with anyone.

I'm not like I'm a hard person it's just that I'm just softer than I used to she says.

"That's when you introduced her to us, you bought her home with you and we get to meet that special someone. We really like her alot because she have this very good presence, she has kindness towards everyone." my focus is just really on her.

"oh and I remember when the first time you two started to sleep with each other. She would wake up earlier than you and prepare your breakfast, in the meantime she would help us with everything. Like sweeping the floors, cleaning your car and she's really interested to learn cooking" now her smile is more wider than before.

"You two we're really perfect with each other." she smiles and faced me.

"I hope you two get back with each other, you two we're really comfortable. She would take you to various and special dates, she doesn't like going out often but still did those for you, young lady." she smiles once again and caressed my cheek "You two are made for each other."

"May I know who she is, aunty?" I asked, I'm really desperate for her to tell me who this person is. She seems really kind and a standard.

"She's your friend now. Was it Kim Jisoo?" says she while I just froze on my spot.

Wait— I was dating the KIM JISOO???

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