Love Darling? || Vampire Voltiaere

29. When did I fall asleep?

Y/n's pov.:

If there was one word to describe this situation, it wouldn't be describable. An entire essay could be written, but only one question could be asked *How the hell did I end up in this situation?*.

A few hours ago

,,Jealous!? Me!? HA! Don't make me laugh! I wasn't jealous, she had been diddly daddling with another one of her friends and this room is still not clean!,, Brandon lifts his eyebrow and smirks.

,,If you say so,, Boru looks like he is about to explode.

,,Why is she here?,, you jumped a bit when suddenly the attention was put on you.

,,To bond, with you. See you two went off the wrong-/,,.

,,No,, Boru cuts him off with a harsh tone.

,,Well, that is then my cue to leave and yes, she will stay here. You can talk about how you only react to all the maids I tried to sleep with before,, he winks at Boru and leaves locking the door.

You turn back slowly awaiting your death, but what happened next you didn't expect. Boru started pouting and crying. ,,Why is he always so difficult!?,, you just stood there, scared he'll bite at you. ,,I mean, I work with all his supposed sleeping buddies and they are girls!,, and then it brings us back to this moment, where you are patting a crying Boru's back, who is still crying after 3 HOURS. He continued on how Brandon is the worst, but he still loves him and the soulmate bond. At a certain point he got so inaudible that you couldn't even guess. He stopped mumbling about 30 minutes ago and his crying is starting to die down. ,,Why can't he just leave me? Loving moments are far and few between. His first soulmate was my best friend. Every time we are together that isn't in his room, we act like normal. We can't be together,, he whispered a bit calm now.

,,What about you?,, you speak out before thinking and immediately regretting it when his head shoots up.

,,What do you mean!?,, he asked quickly.

,,B- Both of you are just as b- ba- bad as ea- each o- other,, you say scared of the consequences.

,,Excuse me!?,, you quickly back away and profusely apologise. ,,Explain! Now!,, he demands.

,,Yo- You want him to make an ef- effort for this relat- relationship, but every time he does yo- you don't want i- it,, you try and say.

,,Because of Alex!,, you take a deep breath and try to relax.

,,Is that really the reason? Or are you just scared?,, you surprisingly said without stuttering. Boru seemed to be thinking, so you decided to test your luck. ,,I could imagine it may not be easy to be the soulmate of your passed best friend, but maybe that is why you two are perfect for each other. You two bond over the simplest things and even if loving moments are few and far between, they still obviously impact you so much that you still can't leave him yourself,, he sighs at your words.

,,That's the stupid bond,, he mumbles.

,,Is it though? Or do you actually love each other?,, he sniffles a bit looking down.

,,Well, I know that I love you,, you both turned shocked at Brandon, who has seemingly unlocked the door and entered without you two knowing. ,,But every time I do something you push me away. I give you your space and you're mad at me, letting it out on everyone who doesn't deserve it,, Boru doesn't say anything looking at the floor. ,,Is it because I supposedly slept with half of the staff? It's all a lie! I tried it once after you left me the first time and as soon as she started undressing I kicked her out! I let my staff run around with the rumour that they started something, because I felt so horrible that you had to stay away from me. I never could do anything with someone that isn't you! Is it because of Vector and my mother? My mother would respect my decision and I don't give a s**t about Vector! Voltiaere is just unhappy you hurt her at first and she is here to help you,, Boru was still not looking up. ,,If it is truly because of Alex, don't you think he'd want us to be happy?,, Boru whimpered a bit and tears started to fall again. ,,Boru, we both lost people we loved, because we couldn't protect them. Please give us a chance to learn from the mistakes and be together!,, Brandon seemed to hit a nerve since after he said that Boru just bolted crying out of the room.

Brandon sighs rubbing his face. ,,Just give him a bit more time. I may not know much, but from what it looks like, he seems to be really struggling with his own feelings. He wants it, but all his morals are turning him against it,, he hums nodding.

,,I know. I can feel it. That is the worst thing about this. Not only can I feel the bond, but because I healed him it is ten times worse,, you feel bad for the both of them. They are truly perfect for each other, but the circumstances don't allow it. ,,C'mon, let's get you back to Volt before he loses his mind,, you follow him all the way back to Voltiaere's room. ,,Thank you for your help. It may not look like it, but I think it really got through to him for once,, you nod hoping that it truly works out for them.

You enter the room, but Voltaire nowhere to be found. *Maybe he had work to do? * you didn't really want to walk around the mansion, scared that you'll bump into someone you shouldn't. You grab the book you finished about halfway through a couples of weeks ago and just sat on the reading chair.

,, Y/n?,, you look around to figure out where the whispering is coming from. ,,Y/n~,, you close the book and look outside of the room. The hallway was empty ,,Y/n please!,,.

You recognise the voice, but can't pin point who it is from. *I shouldn't leave the room without Voltiaere* but the voice doesn't stop.

,,Y/n please help,, with hesitant steps you leave the room and try and see where it's coming from. You follow it through almost the entire house until you end up at the top of a staircase ,,Y/n, I need your help,,.

*I really shouldn't without Voltiaere or at least someone* you were about to turn around, when someone pushed you down the stairs. You fall about half way down and then of the side on to the cold, wet floor. ,,Ow, that hurt,, you get up and look at a few places that will definitely have bruises and small cuts.

,,Please Y/n, come and help me,, you take a few steps, but stop as all your instincts finally kick in and tell you no.

*What am I doing!? This is a bad Idea* the voice continues to call out for you and you start to get scared.

You try to go back up the stairs, but the door is locked. You start to cry and panic a bit when the words you dread arrive at your ears. ,,Please Y/n! why won't my sweetheart help me!?,, you remember your fathers voice clear as day now. You needed to leave. You leave the door and look for another way out. With your father's voice in your ears you desperately look for anything, but there is no way out ,,Sweetheart I need your help. Your mother has me trapped! Save me!,,.

You wake up breathing heavily *When did I fall asleep?*.