Jealous || SoonHoon, Jihan, Chancheol

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Joshua's POV

My shoot ended earlier than the others and here I am, spacing out at the corner.

It feels like its been a long time since I've felt loneliness.

Well, I've always been with jeonghan ever since we've 'made up' and it took my mind of things or problems so I never got the chance to make things right again.

If Jeonghan didn't remind me about our fight, I wouldn't have remembered it.

I plan on talking to Dino first since he was the one who I got really angry at even though he explained to me that woozi was the one who really went out and said that to cheol in the first place.

Although I really don't get it why woozi would do such a thing...

Usually, woozi would never strive to cause trouble for anyone.

This was really unusual so it actually shocked me.

Dino said that woozi explained to him why he did that, that he only wanted to make things realistic since the others are getting suspicious of our closeness this past few months.

Well, they aren't wrong about the fact that we really got close to the point that we're already as close as I was with Jeonghan.

But, one thing that he said actually left me really curious...

They said that its like we are making them jealous...but why would they get jealous if they aren't even interested in Dino...?

I mean, what's the point in doing it?

It would just confuse the others about our true relationship with each other.

But despite what happened, past is past right?

I shouldn't have overreacted that time.

Now I feel more guilty than I already was.

Sigh...

"Shua hyung..." A person with a high pitched voice called out that pull me out of my daze.

My look soften as I saw Woozi with his cute pouting face.

"C-can we talk hyung..?" Woozi stated carefully which made me chuckle mentally.

Its cute how his being careful and tries not to look too nervous.

Its an opportunity than cannot be missed.

I, myself, also wants to make things okay between us. And even though I planned on talking to Dino first, I think its alright to talk it out to woozi first right..? Since his already here right now, might as well go with the flow.

I smiled softly then said "Alright."

He sat beside me but afterwards, there was only silence...

. . .

I'm starting to feel nervous because of this silence.

Although we were so close back then, I guess fights really bring people farther away from each others without them knowing it huh...

But isn't this silence too...intense?

I didn't know  that our fight got this far that we even get awkward whenever we talk. 

Sigh...

"Woozi-yah...I'm sorry" I started which made him immediately response with a denying manner. 

"It was never your fault hyung, don't be sorry" Woozi stated in a panicked manner.

"I know...but I think I got a little too harsh on you and Dino about it...sorry." I apologized again which made him shake his head from left to right.

"You have every right to feel angry hyung. We made a decision that we shouldn't have. I'm sure it made you feel like we're restricting your right from deciding for yourself...I'm really sorry hyung. I didn't mean to make your relationship with Jeonghan hyung more worse than before..." He stated in complete guilt.

"Actually, it made things more...okay between us" I stated which confused him.

I chuckled then said "Me and Jeonghan finally went back to what we were before...and we are more separable than before. I can't even thank you enough for what you did." I laughed as I reminisce my moments with Jeonghan from a few days ago.

"Actually, it was all you who made it happen hyung" Woozi stated that confused me.

"What do you mean?" I asked 

"I did tell S.Coups hyung about that dating thing but it never actually leaked to the whole group. In other words, Coups hyung is the only one who knows as of now, I believe that even Jeonghan hyung doesn't know about it" He explained which confused me more.

"What are you talking about? How can cheol keep something like that a secret? Knowing cheol, he would've gone around and broadcast it to everyone else" I stated a fact.

"Your right, but somehow, that isn't what happened. I don't know what happened but he seem...to be hiding it. I don't know why though.." Woozi said which made me think.

What happened...? 

Did cheol found out that I'm in love with Jeonghan?

. . .

No, if he knew then he wouldn't have believed what Woozi told him about that dating thing between me and Dino.

He even went to me and asked suspicious questions about me and Dino which was obvious that his trying to find out if it was true or not.

And me being me, I  went and go with the flow. Of course I didn't expose to him that it was all just an act. I made sure to answer his questions a little untruthfully heheh.

"The only thing I know is that you made that miracle happen. You are the one who turned things around for you and Jeonghan hyung. Not me, not Dino, not any of us. It was all you hyung." He spoke that startled me a little.

"Even if you sweet talk me like that, I still won't help you with hoshi y'know." I nonchalantly stated with my mischievous smile on.

I purposely raised my right hand, waiting for him to take it.

He smiled instantly by the time he knew what I meant by raising my hand.

He took it and apologized to me again then suddenly hugged me.

Finally, I'm already half way there...

The only person I have to make up with is...Dino.

"Dino!!!"

I don't know what happened but, by the time I saw Dino trembling and on the verge of crying behind Coups...my vision suddenly went black and anger aroused from within me.

I don't know what happened...

But by the time I regained composure,  I was suddenly at my room with Dino and Woozi, sitting on my bed.

What the hell did I do..???

T.B.C