Darling (loki x y/n)

chapter 6

Loki turns off the cooker and comes over to see what's going on.
"Thor, let me explain."
He is extremely confused. "You better explain, y/n." Thor says in an aggressive tone.
"Honestly there isn't much to explain, I'm pregnant."
"SO YOU HAD SEX WITH MY BROTHER THEN GOT PREGNANT?"
"Why tf is he yelling he has no fucking right! Plus that's kinda who it works."
Loki holds your hand.
"That is exactly what happened" Loki says. You nod in agreement.
"So, are you keeping it?" Tony asks.
"No, I'm not"
"Why?"
You take a deep breath.
"Honestly I dont know, maybe I'll keep them." You shrug.
"I'm gonna go..." Tony says and then he just disappears.
Thor leaves with him.
You sit crossed legged on the floor. Loki looks down at you probably questioning what's going through your head right now.
"You ok pet?" He asks.
You nod, he smiles and goes back to the Omelet he was making. You then lay down and stare at the ceiling for a while. The smell of the eggs in the Omelet makes your stomach feel strange.
You quickly sit up and throw up for the 3rd time. Loki looks over to you, he puts down his food and grabs you a bowl.
You hunch over holding you stomach. "Shit, I need to cancel something"
You go on your phone and call the hospital.
"Hello, this is ******* hospital, how may I help you today?"
"Hi, I'm y/n y/l/n, I'd like to cancel an appointment for an abortion if that's possible?"
You can hear typing.
"Hmm, yes that is possible. Is it set for *******?"
"Yes it is thank you!"
"OK, well have a good day." The person says.
The call ends.

8 months later cuz I can do what I want

You are laying on the sofa, holding your stomach, your phone starts ringing. It's steve.

FYI you met all the avengers when you first went to the compound and at early stages of your pregnancy. You also did a few missions.

You answer the phone.
"Hey Steve? What's up." You ask before he can talk.
"Hey!" It's not steve but Natasha.
"Nat, why didn't you use your phone?"
"I couldn't find it but how is the baby?"
"Been kicking like mad"
She makes a tch sound.
"Y/n what are you naming the baby?" She asks
"Maybe Zarr or Bo" You reply.
"Wait it's not a girl?" She sounds shocked. "I thought they were going to be called Natasha!"

You two talk for a while, then Nat has to leave for some reason. The baby starts aggressively kicking, you start to crave peanut butter mixed with Nutella and fruits.
You look to see if Loki's around, he's not. "Is he even home?" You struggle sitting up but once you manage to, you walk over to the kitchen and make a snack. You get a sharp pain in your stomach. It hurts a lot, worse than the other things you've experienced during your pregnancy. Then food in hand you sit down and start eating, whilst eating the gap between the pain gets closer, you realise your water has broken.
You scream for Loki repeatedly.
He runs out of the bedroom to make sure your okay. "My water has broken!" 
You ring Thor to help you give birth. It's chaos.

After you have the baby

You're out of breath and in immense pain. You hold your baby the more you look at him you realise he doesn't look like Loki.

He starts crying, disturbing your thoughts. You try shushing him but he cries even louder. Loki walks in the room, he looks down at the baby. You can tell from his expression that he notices that the baby doesn't have any features resembling him.
"Have you chosen his name?"
You nod with a smile. "Bo James Y/l/n"
Loki turns to you. "You went with your last name." Loki says to you.
"Yes, I did don't worry maybe soon enough someone else will take the laufeyson name." 
He smirks. You both look down at the baby, Bo pokes the tip of his tongue out of his mouth.

Another ✨ time skip ✨  (3 months)

You're in the bedroom with Bo in your arms, he's falling asleep. You pick up your phone to see that they need you over at the compound. Loki isn't home, you don't know where he went. Meaning you won't have anyone to watch he baby.  "I'll just take him with me."
You go to the living room. You get your bag, the baby bag, a coat and the push chair. You check you have everything.
A carefully as you can, you put down Bo. You then leave. Once you arrive at the compound everyone is there. They turn to look at you.
"1) why did you bring the baby 2) Did you know about what he did?" Steve asks you.
Your expression portrays pure confusion.
"Well firstly, there was nobody to watch him and secondly, who did what?" Your respond.
You look at everyone individually, nobody looks back except Bucky. Your eyes lock. "Y/n" He says.
"Bucky."
Everyone looking just as confused as you did a few seconds prior.
Bucky explains how you two know eachother. He was the only person whom you didn't "meet". You and Bucky and dated for 2 years, it was a very private relationship. And about 11-12 months ago he had disappeared, you thought he didn't want to stay so just left. "Great reunion but I kinda wanna carry on with the conversation started before." The conversation from before carries on. They offer you a seat. You sit down on chair next to Peter, you have Bo on your knee. The whole time Bucky stares at you and Bo. You notice the resemblance between Bo and Bucky...