Darling (loki x y/n)

Chapter 7

Whislt this discution is going on you find out who they meant ealier. Loki. He had put so many innocent lives in danger over in Asgard. Why couldn't he accept that Thor had the rights to the throne? It's so immencly selfish of him. You have so much going on inside your head such as: Who's the daddy? Why loki is being a dick and lastly where did Bucky go?
The fact that Bucky is still staring makes you so uncomfortable. You haven't been near him in nearly a year, with a child that could possibly be his. How would you possibly tell Loki it's not his? If it is Bucky's baby then that would make much more sense especially as the test came back positive not even a day after having sex and you had gotten Moring sickness right away. You stand up and walk over to Bo's pushchair, you gently place him down. You can feel more eyes on you, more than just Bucky's. You know not everyone is staring, maybe 4 people.
You turn around to everyone else. You start walking back to your seat as Bucky pulls you away.
He's staring, he might well be trying to get inside your brain. "Who's kid is that?" Bucky asks you, he was sort of loud but not loud enough for everyone else to hear. You look down at the floor. " not sure, maybe you.. " You say under your breath. He puts his cold metal hand under your chin, lifting it up.
You make eye contact. "So you don't know, I guess since you thought I left you've been seeing someone else."
You nod.

He removes his hand from under your chin.

He walks back over to his seat, you follow shortly after him. You go back and sit beside Peter.

You felt tense, your body stiffened up.

So much has happened in the past year with your mother? Or sister? Loki and the baby. Oh and you can't forget this whole avengers thing.

"Y/n" you heard you name being called.
You've been lost in thought. Not paying any attention.

You look up to Tony staring at you.

"Oh, sorry-" You cut yourself off, you'd gotten a strange feeling of unsaftey. "It may be best if I leave."

You go to stand up as Peter takes your arm.
"Y/n, don't we need you." He mumbles.

You stay seated.

"Thor and Y/n, you know Loki the best. Is there anything we should know? About how he's been acting or such."

You ponder to yourself. " Has he been acting differently?"

"He is absent quite often, but he hasn't really been acting any different from normal. Or not that I can recall" You add.

You don't feel as stiff but the tension in your body is still there.

"Thor have you noticed anything?"

Thor sighs and shakes his head.

You feel useless, unable to give a answer. Asgard is in danger and you can only sit and listen to what's going on.
You rub your face.

"Does anyone have an idea for a plan?" Steve calls out, two seats from Peter.

It's silent.

"Well I guess we can go in without one." Tony suggests.

You all know that it may not be smart but its all you can do. Nobody knows anything except that a Loki is hungry for power.

"There may be d-" Steve gets cut off by Bo crying.

You sigh and excuse yourself. You walk over to the precious boy. As soon as he sees you he stops crying. You pick him up in your arms, he just wants you.

A big smile grows on his face.

You put his dummy in his mouth. He had spat it out earlier.

You bounce him around in your arms for a few minutes then walk back towards your seat.

You sit back down, Bo laying peacefully in your arms.

Everyone had waited for you.

"Let's continue, as I was saying: there may be some difficulties with that Stark, but there is no other suggestions. So it will do."

"We have won before, we will win again."

This goes on for what feels like an eternity.

Finally it ends.

Bo fast asleep in your arms.

You leave for home. When you arrive, there Loki is. Sitting on the sofa watching the news..

"What have you done."

"Hm? Oh just trying for a better life. For our son."

He says to you putting more emphasis on 'our' as if he know about the Bucky thing.

"The way you are going about it though, it's life threatening. If the people of Asgard do not knee before you and show the respect that you crave, they get torture or even killed. This is not for Bo. Its for yourself, what you are doing is selfish and I will not have my child live somewhere like Asgard if you continue." You mention trying to make him see what he is doing is wrong.

He stands up, walking towards you. You move the pushchair which Bo is in.

When he reaches you he carefully places his hand on your cheek, caressing it.

"My love, this may seem selfish but-"

"I've allowed you to stay here because I was happy with you. Bo is happy here. We don't need anything to change." You cut him off.

He can see how much you don't want him to carry on with what he's doing.

He takes his hand off you.

"I love you, y/n but it's to late."

"No, no it can't be to late! Please Loki..."

"My dear, I'll see if I can stop my men."

You look into his beautifully coloured eyes.

"Promise?" You ask.

"Promise.."

As he opens the door and leaves a small smile appears on your face.

You've never felt the way you do currently, a odd sensational feeling not like any other no, but it's like butterflies but also so different from it.

Your glad he's trying, it makes you happy. It's what's causing the feeling.

You lounge about for around 25 minutes till the door bell rigns.

"Oh crap, I forgot"

2 weeks ago you'd agreed to meet up with Evie. You hadn't seen her since what she'd told you.

You open the door to see her patiently stand a foot from the door.

"Y/n"

She walks in to give you a hug.

You wrap your arms around her.

The warmth, you haven't felt it in a year. You don't want to let go, but slowly pull away.

She turns her head and sees Bo's pushchair.

"Hm, since when did that happen"

Evie gestures to him.

"... I'm babysitting for a friend." You say hesitantly.

She shrugs.

You leave for town, taking Bo with you of course.

You spend the time shopping for about 1 and half hours. You ended the outing by going to a restaurant.

You part ways as she goes to her apartment and you to your house.

"LOKI?!" You call to see if he's home yet.

No reply.

You put Bo into his crib which sat at the end of your bed.

You then yourself climb into bed. Not changing staying in what you'd been wearing out.

You later feel Loki slide in beside you and wrap his arms around your side.