I was cleaning up the shop because new guitars arrived. I was thinking that the boys' first album was really close and probably i will have many copies in the shop...wow that's crazy.
At 2pm, Madison arrived and we came back home
"Okay well Anne...please don't get angry" she said
"What happened?" i asked
"You know the boys will be in London in 10 days so Oliver and I were thinking to invite them at the pub for a concert and they accepted" she said
"Oh that's okay Mads, maybe i will have the chance to apologise with Alex and come back friend with him" i said
"Oh yes friends...Anne don't you think it would be weird? I mean you guys like each other a lot i don't think you can be just friends" Madison said
"I don't think it's our time to be a couple, maybe we have to wait the right time. I'm scared that i would hurt him...indeed i already did it" i said
"Hey girls, fancy a ride?" asked Caryl
"Yes sure" i said
Madison was sitting in the rear seat and then she said
"I'm so hungry, Caryl can we go to Mcdonald's?"
"Yes sure why not" she replied
It was raining as always, we took our food and we ate in the car...it was an amazing thing to do.
We were ready to come home and we were listening to the radio where Goldie's boyfriend works
"And now we're going to listen another new song from this amazing British Band...and you guys know who i mean because they are the Monkeys from Sheffield. This is their new song called Do I Wanna Know"
I freezed at this words because i was scared about my reaction...i don't want to cry again like i did for Mardy Bum.
It began with an amazing riff...it doesn't seemed sad as Mardy Bum
And then the chorus started:
Crawlin' back to you
Ever thought of callin' when
You've had a few?
'Cause I always do
If only he knew how many times Madison and Caryl stopped me when i was drunk...
Maybe I'm too
Busy bein' yours
To fall for somebody new
"Oh shit this boy is completely in love with you Anne" Madison said
Was he serious? Even after what i did that night?
Do you want me crawlin' back to you?
I swear i will answer you Al.
"This song is fire" Madison said at the end of the song
"Yes, i fucking love it!" Caryl said
"Anne what do you think?" Madison asked me
"I think it's amazing" i replied
Hearing this song helped me to find what i would like to say to him, i have to be mentally ready when they will be at Oliver's. I can't run away, i learnt to face my feelings and if i did it once i could do it another time.
"I can't wait to hear the new songs when they'll come to Oliver" Madison said
"They will play new songs?" i asked her
"Yes, Matt told me that it was a secret but fuck it" she replied
Shit what if i will cry? No No...it can't
happen, i can't listen to Mardy Bum again.
"Anne do you think you can handle it?" Caryl asked
"I don't know actually, i was ready but now i'm scared about these new songs" i said
"Anne, babe, everything is gonna be fine. Don't worry thunderstorms" Madison said
"Yes we need our thunderstorms back!" Caryl replied and i laughed...i couldn't do it without them.
I just hope that Nick, Jamie and Matt aren't angry with me.
I was watching Matt's new photos and there was a selfie. It was him, Alex and a blonde girl and they were close.
Oh well at least he has taste...another blonde girl just like me. What if she is his girlfriend, oh my god of course... a guy like him can't be single at the moment, i'm so stupid i misunderstood everything.
Do I wanna know wasn't for me and he uses our argument to made a song but maybe he's over me.
Okay i need to calm down he can have another girlfriend is totally fine but i have to apologise because i treated him badly.
Maybe we weren't meant to be together and this ruined our friendship...stupid feelings.
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rock 'n love // alex turner
Fanfiction"Anyway yes" he said "Anyway yes, what?" i asked "You look good on the dance floor" he replied When a group of girls goes to a pub to party nothing can go wrong right? It's just a night of fun. Who would have thought that the rock artist Alex Turner...
