rock 'n love // alex turner

24th

When the concert was over, we went to the boys, actually i was looking for Alex but i didn't see him.

"Girls you're here!" said Matt
There were Nick and Matt and we immediately went to hug them
"I've missed you girls" said Nick
"Anne, is everything okay?" Matt asked
"Well i'm looking for Alex. I just want to talk to him, do you know where he is?" i asked
"I think he is in the room behind the bathroom" Nick replied
"Thank you" i said
"Anne" Matt said
"Yes?" i asked
"He will be happy to see you" he said and i smiled

Okay i was behind the door, i took a deep breath and then i knocked
"It's open" he yelled
"Mh, hi" i said softly

He turned and when he saw me he looked shocked but not in a bad way
"Anne, i didn't expect you here. I'm happy to see you" he said with a smile
"Me too" i smiled "Actually i'm here to talk to you" i said
"Sure, i have to tell you something too" he said
The time had come, I had to speak now or never

"First of all i just want you to say that i'm really proud of you guys and specially of you. I know that you're living your dream and you deserve it, really" and he smiled when i said these words
"But i wanna say sorry. I've been an idiot and i treated you so bad and you are an incredible person but i'm too stupid and i ruined everything. Maybe it wasn't the right time for us but my feelings for you were and are true" I was proud of myself, I was able to speak without fear

"Anne i'm sorry too, it's not your fault please don't say these things about yourself. You were scared but i was scared too because i really care about you and i really want our time back. My feelings for you never changed and I think you figured it out through the songs" he said
"We seemed like two teenagers" i laughed

"I did everything to get you to notice me from the first day we met" he laughed
And then we stayed quiet and we looked each other. I fucking missed him

"So, i can give you a hug?" he asked and i laughed because he might as well not ask me and do it directly
"Of course you can!" i said and he came to me and hugged me very tightly and then he looked me in the eyes and he pushed my hair off my face and said:
"I've missed you Annabella. Whatever is going to happen now i just want you in my life" and i smiled but then Jamie walked in:
"Oh i'm sorry guys, i was looking for my wallet" and then he understood that it was me
"Oh my god Annabella! How are you?" he asked
"I'm fine, what about you?" i said
"Let me introduce you a person" and then the blonde girl came inside "Anne this is Katie, my girlfriend"

Oh fuck i'm a completely idiot! She's Jamie's girlfriend not Alex's. Caryl was right
"Nice to meet you, i'm Annabella" i said
Wow she is beautiful and her smile is amazing

Alex and i were leaving the room and he went to say hi to Caryl and Madison, they were all happy that we make up but now i don't know if we are friends or...more

I realised that i left my keys in the shop, fortunately Madison has a copy of the keys.
Alex offered to come with me at the shop and i was really happy about that because it means that we can talk more.

"Okay here they are" i said as i took my keys
"I really missed this place" he said
"I have a new acoustic guitar, do you wanna see it?" i asked
"Yes of course" he said

"Okay now i'm going to play a song but it's not finish yet" he said and then he grabbed the guitar and started singing:

If you like your coffee hot
Let me be your coffee pot
You call the shots, babe
I just wanna be yours

Immediately after those words I looked into his eyes and I understood what I wanted

"What do you think?" he asked
"It's fucking amazing Al" i said
"I'm better than Mads, i remember how you like your coffee" he said and we laughed but then i did what I had to do right away, so i went over and kissed him. He looked confused but then he smiled and kissed me back.

"Finally you did it. I was scared that you didn't want it" he said
"Are you crazy?!" i said and then we laughed.

As always, we all ended up in our house and this time Katie was with us too

"Okay let's have a toast to the couple who made us exasperate" Matt said
"No really, I was going crazy with Anne!" Madison said and i gave her a shot.

He stayed with me all night and we talked about their album and their tour, he looked like a kid on Christmas day but it makes me so happy. I love him and he deserves the world

"Tomorrow we're having our last concert" he said
"Yes so it's time to rest! Good night" i said
"Good night Annabella. I love you" he said

Oh this is the first time that he tells me that he loves me

"I love you too" i said
And he simply gave me a little kiss