Crazy in love || Jungkook fanfic

Chapter 13: His Name

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"I may have lied about my mental health." He held her cheeks as his loving eyes met her sad eyes. With his forehead leaning on hers, "But all the things I said and did with you was true. Sincerity showed within his glossy teary eyes that looked into hers. He was down in regret and was willing to do anything for her. 

Yet, Taehyun painfully stared at the couple. He knew deep down that even if the woman he loves so much is currently in agony due to this man, only that man can restore joy into her smile. Taehyun's hand slowly moved away as his heart broke. His eyes darted at the beautiful girl that he always adored. The woman he loved from a far distance, but she was in the arms of another man. A man that she loves so much, too much that it hurts her. 

He placed his hands on her cheeks gave her a light massage. He caressed and felt her soft skin. "I will do anything just for you to forgive me." His loving eyes stared at her, the loving eyes she could never resist. The loving eyes that Taehyun wanted to give her before he was too late. 

The open door that would lead to her heart was about to close just right about when he was about to enter. He stood there, unable to run after that door. "Yeah, I'll give you another chance." The door is closed. 

"Really!?!" His joyful face looked directly into her eyes. A big smile, closed eyes, and red cheeks. "I love you." He quickly leaned in for a kiss. His soft fluffy lips, touching hers in a rush as if they had limited time. He devoured her whole as if he was about to lose her. His big hands slowly swiped the short strands of hair on her face aside. And he continued to kiss her passionately. 

"I love you too." She said in between the kiss. Now, the door is locked, and now, Taehyun is in friendzone. Her hands touched his chest that put a halt to the kiss. "Taehyun's in front of us..." She whispered which, Jungguk hardly understood the rest. "Just focus on me," he said as both of his hands made her head face him in deep eye contact. 

Suddenly Jungguk's phone rang. He sighs in frustration, "I am in the middle of something," yet still taking a peek at the caller I.D. Shocked, he quickly picks it up. "Mr. Park?... Ah yes, she is beside me. Yes, I shall take her back now, asap." 

"Father's searching for me?" She asked, looking at Jungguk. "What do you think, dummy!" He pats his head. "Doc. said asap, so let's go." He grabbed into her hand and was about to walk towards his parked bike when Taehyun suddenly stopped them. 

"She came here with us, and she will leave with us." He said with an angry face that she mistook for concern. "It's fine Taehyun, I have to go now, and it seems like Soobin is taking his time." Without a choice, his hold on her hand slowly let go. His legs started walking backward. As they left on the big expensive bike, Taehyun whispered to himself, "Shit-" 

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Three days passed by, and little by little, I was getting to know Jungguk more. It started from the day he told me his real name. After we left, Soobin and Taehyun at the gasoline station. Jungguk and I went straight to father only to get a lecture. 

"If you were only gonna cut classes, I shouldn't have paid for your expensive tuition fee." 

"I told you, I was late, and the gates were closed." 

"Then, at least message me where the heck you will go!" He shouted. 

"I'm sorry-" I was shocked for the man with different blood from mine yet, I call father pulled me into a tight hug. I felt safe in his arms, and I felt as if my biological dad never died. 

Jungguk took me home that night. I guess father trusts him more now. After arriving at my apartment's room, he stood at the door while I stepped in, "Give me a second to clean up first, okay?" He nods his head in response, and I quickly but carefully shit the door. 

My eyes scanned the whole messy apartment. I started by picking up the pieces of underwear and clothes scattered everywhere, placing them in a laundry basket. I went to grab the unwashed glasses, plates, and silverware on the living room's coffee table and dining area and dumped them inside the dishwasher, unorganized. I quickly grabbed a vacuum to clean the dirty floor, and I shook off the dust and dirt from the couch pillows. "All good," I open the door again.

"It's all good. You can come inside now." I left the door open for him to come inside. I walked inside and took some 3 in 1 coffee packets for drinking. Although, he wasn't coming inside yet. Is something wrong? Is he disappointed in my apartment or something? 

"Hey, I said you can come inside." I walked back at the door, and there he stood. "Look, if you are disappointed. It is too late. You can't back down from your word. You already said you love me!" I childishly said and was about to walk back inside with a tantrum, but he held my hand.

"Jungkook," He said, loudly as if he had trouble saying that word. Although, what does that word mean? "Jeon Jungkook." I hummed as a response to asking what he meant. "It's my real name, Jeon Jungkook." I paused for a moment there. 

Jungkook... that's his name, his real name. What a beautiful name. Although, I shouldn't call him that yet. Bad people are after him. And, the details on who and why are still a mystery for me. "It's too complicated, and I don't want you to be shocked by the truth. So I will tell them, little by little."

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Mr. park visited a columbarium without flowers wearing nothing but his polo and doctor's coat. "Your daughter is a handful, you know." He faced the clear glass of the columbarium lockers where a picture was standing beside an urn.

"She makes my head hurt sometimes. Mostly, when she runs off to places without telling me. Yes, I know she isn't even my real daughter, and she had been running off the streets far back. Although, this time, things have changed. Back then, I could easily check on her by calling her. Because I knew she always needed money. But, these days, she doesn't even answer my calls as much anymore. Perhaps she was grown bigger before my eyes, and yet I failed to notice." He looks at the Jar filled with ashes but his smile fades and replaced by a furious glare. 

"Choi Si-won, how could you leave your troublesome kid with me." He scoffed jokingly with a smirk, "How dare you to leave your mistakes to me. You didn't deserve such a silent death."