Crazy in love || Jungkook fanfic

Chapter 14: Concentrate

I will have to go to school today. Sadly, I woke up too late, and I wouldn't be able to visit Jungguk in the mental facility before I made my way to school. My unwashed wavy hair was unbrushed but forced into a messy bun. I wore my unironed uniform, grabbed my bag, and ran out. Running to school, I came across the two shitheads I call my friends. Soobin smiled at me with a cup of coffee, and Taehyun with 2 cups gave the other to me. "Oh, mine?" "No, I am having two cups of coffee." He said in a sarcastic tone. Snatching the paper cup from him, I replied, "Thanks then." I walked quickly, getting ahead of them. "That's it?" he ran after me unamused. I walked to school with them yesterday. I guess just for kicks.

I'd admit, I do enjoy being with them. I never knew how lonely I was before I met these guys.

After getting to school, we made our way to our classes. We were a little bit late, which meant we had detention after school, but I got my cup of coffee for the day. I wouldn't say I like school, but I have to survive for Jungguk.

The teacher spoke, "Today's lesson is Logarithmic-" and I swore I tried to listen, but it was as if my eyes were unable to focus on the letters she wrote on the board. My ears heard loud annoying high pitched ringing that was as if her talking was inaudible. My hand was holding a retractable pen as I continuously pushed it, focusing on the sound instead. The unclear vision of the blackboard made me so dizzy that I just shut my eyes tightly yet. The sounds of the teacher speaking "Log3 x e ^" "Bullshit! Such fucking Bullshit," I whisper, trying to calm myself yet did not give much help.

The teacher continued, "!%&*#*J#YB0(" the ringing on my ears continued even if I tried to distract myself from my noisy retractable pen. "Shit-" I am no longer able to keep it in. It's so irritating. It makes me want to tape her mouth closed and staple them shut. The sound of the chalk scratching the board also annoyed the heck out of me. I tried covering my ears, but there was no use. "!*bV#&*(&U^1)" Fucking Bullshit-" has always been stressful to go to school. I heard my seatmate taking notes, and the way her pen tapped on the paper felt like an earthquake to me. I was feeling the heavy tip collide with the paper on the desk. I can't focus; I just can't. No matter how hard I try, I just- "BITCH CAN YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP-" Unconsciously, I said those words out loud as I stood from my seat. I spilled the words I only intended to whisper. No- not another detention. My teacher slowly made her way towards me. She was facing me as her ugly face slowly crumpled in anger showing wrinkles on every corner of her face. "TO THE PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE, MISSY!"

It was as if the whole world was throwing rocks at me. I don't understand. This inability to focus, even if I try, always happens. I can't seem to comprehend or concentrate on anything. I guess you can say perhaps I was just born stupid. God, I don't like school, which was why I didn't want to go to school anymore. So fucking stupid of me, I know. I'm doing this for Jungguk. I should hang on. Losing him will be the worse feeling of them all. This suffering is nothing to me.

I took my bag and walked out of the door. I took my earphones and connected them to my phone. "It's almost lunch break," I made my way towards the canteen instead of the Principals office. I placed my arms on the table as I sat and laid my head on my arms. I closed my eyes.

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Emotionless, a little girl stared at her father from afar. Her father was face to face with her mother. Her mother's face was wet from both her sweat and tears that continued to flow. Perhaps also because of her father's saliva as he screamed. His mouth was wide open, with his saliva sprinkling everywhere. The little girl was tired. She sat on the floor as she watched. The father punched his wife continuously until her eye was extremely swollen, covered in a black bruise, and created cuts where blood dripped.

In the little girl's eyes, the blood fell from her mother's eyes slowly until it hit the tiled floor. "Blood-" One word left her lips as a tear fell from her eyes. "B-bleeding." As more blood flowed from her mother's eyes, tears came running down out of her's.

Her father turned around after hearing his little girl's sobs. "See-" he made long steps, strode to get to his daughter. Then, looking back at his wife, "you made my baby cry." As blood fell from her mother's eye, tears also appeared and dropped on the filthy floor. "I-I'm sorry! I am sorry, okay! I am so sorry, Choi Si-won!" The woman yelled.

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The class bell rings, waking me up. I saw the boys surrounding me, watching me sleep. "Finally, you woke up," Soobin said. "We have been waking you up, but you were in such deep sleep," Taehyun explained. "I was starting to get worried."

"Yeah, I guess I am quite a deep sleeper." "Maybe but, I swear something is off. We shook you, yelled into your ears, and did everything to wake you up. How deep was your sleep?" Soobin asked with a very concerned face. "Do you need a doctor?" "What!? Chill guys, I just had a deep sleep, and that's all, okay." He nodded their heads, and we lined up to get our food.

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I released a loud sigh. Being in school was so tiresome. I want to run home and go to Jungguk. Now that all of my classes for each subject ended, I made my way to detention. Before I could reach the door, Soobin and Taehyun passed by me. They looked back and gestured their hand, telling me to come with them. I scoffed, "what are these two up to?" I whispered to myself. "Oh, well," I quickly ran towards them, and we escaped detention.

"Let's go?" They asked me while getting into the car. As much as I would love to hang out with these crackheads, I would rather see my boyfriend right now. "I'll pass! Bye!" I ran the other way before they could convince me to come with them. I ran to my adoptive father's mental institute with excitement filling my bones. I was getting tired, but it did not matter. My heartbeat was beating faster than ever. Each beat was so loud I was unable to hear my breathing. I am tired now.

My legs stopped running. I was in front of the building. I made my way inside to see that my father was not around—what an excellent opportunity. I got the keys and went off to Jungguk's room, but he wasn't in there. Where is he?

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"Will this plan work?" "Yes, Mrs. Jeon. I am very confident we will get him this time." "Jeon Jungkook, be ready for my next move, checkmate."