a letter

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A letter for you
Or rather a poem you choose
The point is to get my message through
Your worse then I knew

You've done alot
Alot too much damage
I guess I'm strong
I still seem to manage

Though I managed to leave you
Your shadow still taunts me
Your image ur sculp your soul form haunts me

And so but a father and role model you should be
It's hard for me to look at you from what I've seen

The scars uve left are not just physical but mental
Enough of your excuses
They got old though in some ways coincidental

You are but a monster in my script
A villan in my movie
A disappointment to my name
The route to my insecurity

I gave you too many chances
You took my kindness and held my stances

Once I no longer forgave
Now it's my siblings I'm obliged to save

Though shes only thirteen
It hasn't stopped you as if still keen

Been through trauma
Too much I guess alot
Enough of this torture
I've got a plot

To make u pay
To make it fade
To have u bee a dad
And not a villan

And so the pain uve caused seems to gradually fade
I'm hoping one day u shoot me dead in that southend arcade
~H1

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