Poetry of a lost teen

No where

I live in a world i forever feel different
Overthinking and deeping
Rehearsing the present
Replaying and stressing every word and every flaw
Degrading myself down to whats left tearing my core
Looking for confidence
Where confidence is low
Thinking and contemplating things i should know
its like every second of every minute of everyday im just in another place I'm forced to stay
Another place i feel unwanted
Another place my soul is lost
Fighting for nothing
Ive paid its cost
~H1