It's becoming more frequent
And I hide it from everyone
I've hid it for long
Everytime I tell myself
I won't do it again
The last time I tell myself
Never again
Im better then this
I'm better then this right
But I do it again
And I hide it
I keep it in
The cycle repeats
But if I tell someone
What will they do
Will they blame me
And make me feel bad
Without a clue
Will they make fun of me
Will they find it funny
What would they say
Would they show more pitty
And ask if im okay
What's the possibility I tell them
And it helps me stop
It seems unmanageable
Help me stop
~H1
