DEAR MY TOTGA (To the One that God not Allowed)

Bliss

Dear My TOTGA

I was so happy. Going to cebu with you was really fun and i enjoyed a lot.

But..

Back to the reality.

It was all just fun

Atleast fun

I saw you in school with your boy bestfriend. You come near me smiling. Those smiles of yours caught my heart off guard. I love you, Mike and there's no way i can hide my feelings anymore.

So...

Maybe i have to let out my feelings. I am still on the stage of 'should i tell you or not because honestly i am afraid of the thoughts that it might ruined our friendship.

You sat beside me, and tease me about something that i really hate. But, though it irritates me when you are teasing me still i can't deny the fact that it also makes me smile.

You're the one whom i trust the most
You're the one who knows every tiny pieces of me. I hide nothing from you, even my darkest and deepest secrets you know it all.

I am so comfortable with you

And...

It maybe selfish of me but i don't want you to smile with other girls.

I want you to smile only with me.

Funny right?

But, that's really it

I am madly deeply inlove with you.

So...

I always wanted to ask God...that

Maybe he should give me you.

The happiness when i am with you, the days and nights that we spent to watch the stars, and the crazy things we did. It was a blissful moment.