Chapter 1- What if Nammari committed suicide.

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(Yeah, this is gonna get dark, this takes place in Spine during the movie.) Raya was just outside Spine's wall, Fang was on the other side. I'm going to end this! She thought. Raya opened the door and was standing there with her sword. "Hey there princess... undercut?" Raya asked. She looked around, no Nammari. Just a bunch of Fang gaurds. "Raya, " a man walked up to her, "we come in peace." Raya pulled her sword out, "yeah I remember the last time you guys 'came in peace.' Raya said. She was ready to attack but she saw one of the soilders, she had, tears in her eyes? The man continually walked towards Raya, he held a note. "Princess Nammari wanted you to have this." He said handing the note to Raya. Raya sneered, it's probably just a taunting letter. She then opened the note and her heart tore in half, her soul was crushed, and her world was destroyed. Here was what it said.

Dear Raya,
I wanted to write you a letter of apology to you. I never wanted to betray you, every night I cried myself to sleep thinking about what I did. To you, to Kumandra, to everyone. Every single day, all I think about is guilt, all I see is that night, I've tried to forget it but I can't. I can't forget how badly I hurt you, and I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!! I remembered that time we first met, I realized something now that I'm older, I fell in love with you. I have been in love with you for 6 years. And when I heard that you stole the dragon scroll. I wasn't bitter, but I was elated. It was the happiest I ever felt. What if you forgave me, what if I could say I loved you. What if we could fix this, what if, after everything, you loved me to. I searched for you for years, not to capture you but to make sure your alright, and to ask for forgiveness. But then I saw the hate you showed towards me, and I realized the truth. You will never forgive me. And if I can be honest, I don't deserve to be happy, I don't deserve to be forgiven, I don't deserve to be loved. After what I've done, this is what I deserve. You showed me, that I don't deserve anything. The moment you called me a "no good binturri," my heart burst, my faith that you could forgive me was destroyed. I don't care if you hate me. I love you, so much. Maybe, one day, you will find the strength to forgive me. But I know you'll never love me, I have hurt you to much. I just wanted you to know, before I do it, that I love you my dragon nerd. See you on the other side dep la.
Nammari.

Raya screamed when she read the note and she collapsed on the ground. Tears fell from her face like a waterfall. She had no thoughts in her head. "I'm sorry," the man said on the verge of tears as well. As he and the fang soilders took off, all with tears coming out for the fallen princess. Sisu heard the crying. Sisu transformed into her dragon form and ran towards Raya. She saw Raya on the ground sobbing her eyes out. Sisu ran over and hugged Raya. "My girl, whats wrong?" Sisu asked. After 10 minutes, Raya calmed down and chocked, "Nammari committed suicide, because of me." She then sobbed again. Sisu looked at Boun and mouthed, "whats suicide?" Boun then teard up, put his hands in the shape of a sword, and pretend stab himself. Sisu realized what this meant. "Oh my God, Raya." She said as she hugged Raya tightly. It took Raya hours to make since of her thoughts. I forgive you dep la, and, I love you to. I'm so sorry my dep la, I don't want to say I love you just because of sadness, I do deeply, truly, love you with everything I am.

After RATLD- Raya was reunited with her Ba, this was great. But every day Raya thought about Nammari. If only she forgave her. She would still be here. She didn't care about everything that happened. Raya just wanted her dep la back. Cheif Verena blamed herself for everything, Kumandras destruction, Nammari's death, and Fangs collapsed. She attempted suicide but failed. She stepped down as Cheif. Every day Raya goes to Nammari's grave and bows to her. Raya loved Nammari now. But Raya would never see her again. Raya cries herself to sleep every night with no remorse. It breaks Benja's heart to see his daughter like this. He loved his daughter, but he knew Raya blamed herself for her lover's death. He spends as much time with her as possible, but he always has the thought, how long do I have left with her?

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