When You Were Mine | Niall Horan (UNEDITED)

Chapter 1 : Us

If only you didn't leave me, will you know? If only you chose me over your career, will you found out? Do you even love me, or I'm just something you leave behind whenever you like? I don't know if I love you anymore

Your P.O.V
"... ... Hello?" He answered. You were shocked he still uses the same phone number. Now, you're hearing the voice you missed for so many years. The voice that told you he loves you. The voice that told you that you are everything to him. The voice never seem to fail in making you happy and the voice you hanged up on that night.

"Hey." Hey. The only word you could think off over a million sentences. You thought of what you were going to say to him before this and you said Hey.

"Oh, it's you. How are you, (Y/N)?" He asked. You thought you could be strong hearing his voice again. How could you let go of him? How could you be mad of him for pursuing his dream than taking care of you?

"I'm alright, Niall. How is yours?"

"Could be better. Why did you call?" 

You clenched your fist, telling yourself to hang up but you chuckled instead.

"There's something that makes me wonder, Niall." You paused. "And that was what we were before you being famous."

"What are you talking about, (y/n)?"

"Niall, just answer my question."

"(y/n), I ... ..."

"Tell me if you ever thought of having a family with me before."

"Why are you asking this, (y/n)?"

"Because, I ... ..."

You were cut off when your little girl came into the room. She looked at you with her blue eyes like he would and smiled noticing you're talking to the one person she always wanted to meet, her dad.

"Mommy, are you talking to daddy?" You covered the speaker of the phone. You were afraid he heard it, that he will misunderstand that you are a married woman.
"Yes, honey. I'm talking to daddy."

"That let me talk to him."

"Wait, Nia. Don't... ...!"

She snatched the phone from your hand and proceed you conversation with the question she been wanting to ask him.

"Daddy, is that you?" Your eyes shed tears. You tried to hide from him. For four years he never knew about her. And now he will know.

"Who are you, sweetheart?"

"It's me, daddy. Nia." The name you guys joked around naming the future children you guys will ever.

"Do you know who daddy is then?" I mention his name to her for a couple of times, to let her know she does have a father, so she wouldn't bother you anymore about her father.

"Niall, right, daddy?" She remembers. All those time of telling her, thinking that she will be to small to even understand or remember. She did so. The child with the one you loved. Your eyes shed more tears. You wanted to stop her but you didn't want to.

"You sure know a lot about daddy, don't you sweetheart?"

"*giggled* Of course, daddy. Daddy, when are you coming home? You been away for so long, you know."

All the lies saying her dad was on a business trip are all coming out. The lies you been saying out are finally going to reveal. Her dad didn't know her and he acted like he did. You couldn't take it anymore. He left you with the child he didn't know. He rather chose his career than to stay with you.

"ENOUGH, NIA! GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM!"

"But mommy, I haven't... ..."

"ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! I SAY GO BACK TO YOUR ROOM!"

"Nia? Nia! Nia sweetheart?" He said while your little girl cried and ran into her room. You clutch on the phone and felt bad for your baby. She was finally talking to her daddy and you ruined it.

"Nia sweetheart? Are you there?" Your blood boiled. Sweetheart? After leaving her all alone to deal with the child he left her with? After what he did?

"Don't sweetheart Nia, Niall. You were never there, you never bother, you never cared, so DON'T call my Nia your sweetheart. I thought you would stay with me rather than your career. I thought you were better than that. Goodbye, Niall Horan."

You hanged up like the last time. He lied to you saying he loves you more than his career. He lied. If he didn't, why didn't he stay when you needed him? Why didn't he stay and know you were pregnant with his child or stay when you cut yourself day by day? Why? You curled up in your bed, clutching on the phone while crying silently through the night.

(A/N)
Edited halfway.