Wrong kind of Attraction

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Shaurya

"Bold of you to assume that I am successfully ignoring you" I replied slamming her against the window's door, a little too hard for her. Gently for me. "You are always on my mind Anokhi. I have tried to get you out of that wicked head of mine but I can't" letting go of her arms, I cupped her cheeks and pulled her face closer to mine "and right now.....right now you should leave." saying I stepped back.

"I am always on your mind? well that should have been disturbing" she said.

"should have been? It is disturbing Anokhi and I hate myself for it" I said taking off the blazer, I throw it on the sofa behind "it makes me a bad teacher Anokhi, it makes me furious"
Without uttering a single word she stepped closer to me and took my left hand in hers "It should have been disturbing but it is not" she said "I don't know why but somehow this piece of information, what you just told me is somehow exciting"

Gripping her soft and childlike small hand firmly "and that makes situation even more fucked up Anokhi" I said rubbing my thumb against her knuckles.

"I hate your ignorance. I hate your aloofness." she said taking my right hand in hers "and that, that makes this whole scenario not just awful but strange too"

Letting go of her hand I cupped her cheek, rubbing my thumb near on the corner of lips "Now leave Anokhi"

It wasn't a command, it was a plea coming from a man who has been holding himself back for too long. Who crave for much more than the girl in front of him would want to offer. Who crave for all sorta wrong things.

"Why?"

"Damn girl is it necessary to question everything?"

"Is it necessary to not answer everything? Because that is what you always do"

"I want you to leave because I don't want to get punched by you" my thumb automatically found it's way to her perfectly bow shaped lips and started to caress them.

"And how do you know that I will punch you?"

My eyes followed the suit of my thumb, finding their way to her lips "because I'm insane and right now believe me when I say this I want to do something crazy"

"I guess we are kind of.....on the same page"

That made me chuckle "oh you have no idea on what page I am"

"Or maybe you have no idea what kind of things are going on up there. What that insane little brain of mine is urging me to do right now" she said as she let go of my hand she was holding. And gripped my collar pulling me towards her, close enough that our faces were near "I just hope I don't get kicked out of this college. I just hope that I don't have to face some serious consequences for this"

"What are you talking-"

A peck on the corner of my lips was enough to shut me up. It was enough to leave me stunned. It was soft, like brush of feathers. Gone before I could even fully register it.
"You didn't just"

"Yes I did. To tell you exactly what was going on up there. And trust me I wasn't even thinking to do that two minutes ago, this is the stupidest thing I have ever done. Hell I never thought I would actually do it, it just-"

I gripped back of her neck and pulled her closer. Not leaving even a single inch between us "that was very unwise Anokhi. Very out of character for you"

"Like I had no idea I would actually do something like this two minutes ago. I mean sure I have conceptualized doing this a hundred times in my head. But doing it for real-"