Y/N POV (6:30 PM), London
JJ is dozed off still, He is cute... Fucking pretty boi. "Guys can yall calm down please?" I said whispering.... "Fineee" Harry said leaning back..
"Thanks." I said pulling JJ aside for a minute..."What are you doing...?" Tobi said looking at me "have to get some shit..." I said smiling then kissing JJ's cheek..
I saw JJ slightly smile even though he was asleep..."It will take like ten minutes soo we probably gonna be eating at like, 6:45PM." I said walking out...
3 minutes later...(IDK) 6:33PM..
Tobis POV.....
I turn my head towards JJ to see him dozed off still.. "Is he oka-" I tried to say.. "Tobi you worry to much, He is just tired as h-" josh tried to say quietly... "Well he did take Adderall too." Harry said smirking. I nodded my head 'okay'
Y/n's POV
"Im hommee I said semi screaming.. Oh JJ was asleep... I saw JJ's eyes slowly open up then His head perking up... "why so loud..." JJ said leaning back, Rubbing his eyes... "You will get used to it." I said kissing his lips... "Maybe.." JJ said as his voice is cracking...
"Your sleepy voice is something else-" Talia said giggling.. JJ rolled his eyes back, Like all the way back.. "How the hell you roll your eyes back so much-?" I asked going in the kitchen and making dinner...
"Ion know to be honest.." JJ said yawning.(20mins later after dinner)
... "uhmmm anyways" Ethan said.. "What.?" Vik said smacking his lips... "I dont know-" Ethan said laughing..
"Im bored." JJ sighed...
"You always are" I said smirking at Jide..."I know-" JJ said giggling"Anyways Mr.Pretty Boy what do you wanna do then?"
"Uhm.., I-" Is all JJ could say "two truths and a lie...?" Tobi said quietly... "eh" JJ said yawning agian... "JJ you picky in all ways" I said looking at him."Nah.." JJ said rubbing his eyes agian.. "Sleepy boi-" Tobi said giggling...
KSI POV
"Yes, Yes I am-.." I said slowly... Leaning back, Agian....
"Uhmmmm.." Tobi said scratching his head
I sighed and closed my eyes... "Dont go to sleep agian baby-" Y/n said.... "Not, Just thinking..." I said quietly opening my eyes lightly..."About?" Y/n said turning her head.... "Its private...." I said looking down with a not so happy expression.. Y/n sat next to me and kissed my cheek... "JJ we are all here for you, I love you.." y/n said quietly pecking my lips agian... I could not do anything, I just froze..
"Awe he is shocked.." Ethan said giggling..
"I love you too y/n..." I said softly smilingA/N YES IT IS STILL GOING LMAO
Still KSI POV"Soo u-" I tried to say before my phone started to ring "What the fuck now-" I said rolling my eyes then getting up, going to the kitchen.. Y/n and Ethan giggled....
I put one of my airpods in, Connected it, Then picked up the phone...
Agian.Between JJ and Deji (Deji Italic and JJ bold)
"What do yo want mate.?"
"JJ you said you want to fix this family, yet you wont talk to anybody.."
"Yall hurt me enough." I said Rolling my eyes..
"JJ we need to talk shit o-"
"Deji,Ive tried but what did you do?, fucking shoot me?" I said
I looked over at them to see they were stunned, They knew obviously but guess they we stil stunned
"Fine... If you dont want to b-"
"Dont play victim Deji, You did shit I cant forgive.."
My voice slightly cracked then I rolled my eyes back...
"Babe..." Y/n said quietly... I put my phone down with my airpod still in my ear... "Im fine Y/n Im used to i-" I got cut off by deji..."You know what fine.. you are a mistake..."
"I-"
"I wished you would not have survived that gunshot wound..."
"D-deji what the fuck..."
"I wish you would Just fucking die.."
I could not believe it.. My own brother.. My own blood wants me dead.. I want myself dead too but that hurts...
"Why would you say that?"...
I turned my head towards my phone then grabbed it, "Ill be right back.." I said messing with my airpod...
"Be safe JJ..." Tobi said quietly.. "I will.." I said kissing y/n's cheek...AT JIDE'S PARENTS HOUSE... 6:55PM
KSI POV
"What do yall want..." I said stepping back, Just in case... My dad looked me in the eyes.
"I should have killed you JJ, you are such a mistake.." He said cutting my neck... "D-dad..." I said shaking..."Did I just come her to get fucking killed or hurt.." I said backing away towards the door.. "JJ you are so naive.." Deji said
"DEJI I KNOW YOU ARE NOT T-" I got cut offA kinfe hitting my neck harder.....
"W-why..." I said falling one the floor... "JJ nobody wants you mate, Not even your girl-" I cute Deji off
"Yes s-she do-" I got cut off agian....I tried to get up agian but...SLICEE!
Warning- The blood will get kinda... Graphic? Like in detail..
"I-i-i..." I said falling to the floor as my eyes are rolling back in pain... I slowly tried to get up
BANG!.....
I fell to the floor quickly "W-" Is all I can say before blood came spilling out my mouth
"Why...." I actually got up somehow... "JJ nobody. Wants. You.." Deji said grabbing the gun, the blood on my neck dried up and they were not deep... More like a paper cut but alot bigger.. But still hurts like hell.."Deji Please dont..." I said about to cry... I was shocked and scared... "Name three resons why I shouldn't." Deji said stepping slightly closer....
"I have a girlfriend and friends that love me..., Im your fucking brother, And I still love you deji...." I said shedding a tear... "Well I dont." Deji said
BANG!..... BANG...! (IN THE NECK..)
I fell to the floor quickly and thought... Im gonna fucking die.... Then I blacked out
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Fanfictionyes its in 2022 but JJ has this style, AU - Switch/Bottom JJ Everybody is 16 - 21 and they stay the age no matter how much time has pasts This story contains Sexual Assault Suicide Self Harm Smut My friend comes up with some cool ideas for this too...