A KSI Fanfic 🧡

Chapter 53

(Friday)

JJ's POV

"Hey symere" I come up behind him.
He sighs very quietly.

"Yes JJ?" He answered quickly.

I am so nervous right now, just being in his presence is nerve racking.. I never felt this much anxiety with you/n.
Well the good anxiety.

"Stop thinking about y/n love" Symere says quietly.

I open my eyes a bit wider.
How the fuck?
"How the fuck did you know what I was thinking?" I say nervously.
Symere turns around and pulls my head down with just his pointer finger.

"I'm just like that.. why so nervous?" He cocks his head a bit to the left.

"I- uh-"

Before I could speak Sy grabs the side of my neck and kisses my neck lightly.
I put my hands on my face and get even more nervous.

"Thats not the worst I can be and you know that, darling" Symere whispers in my ear.

Oh
My
God.

"S-sy!" I turned my head to the left and started blushing real bad.

Symere softly smiles and turns my head back to him.
"I love you JJ" he says quietly.

I look back at him and opened my eyes a bit. I look down.

"I love you too.." I felt butterflies erupting in my stomach right now.

"Awe love bugs" Tobi says.

"Shut your fucking mou-"

"Yea I'll shut yours for you" Symere smirks, whispering in my ear again.
I feel my cheeks getting hot as well as everything around me.

(10 minutes later..)
In symere room ;)

Symere takes off my hoodie slowly and smirking while doing so. He takes of his own shirt as well. God this man has a good body.

He slowly but passionately kisses my lower chest. I feel my breath hitch a little, breathing out shaky breaths.
"Turning you on already, love?" Symere rubs my chest.

Symere slowly rubs my chest with baby oil. I look at him with soft eyes.
"I thought baby oil wasn't safe for lu-"

"I'm not using it as lube darling, I'm using it so you can be more relaxed so it's a little less difficult" Symere smiles softly while kissing my neck softly.

I felt so much more nervous then before. I feel my heart beating as fast as it could.

Symere notices how nervous I am and  looks up at me.
"We don't have to if you don't want JJ, you consent is important" he cups my cheek so I can be looking at him. I start to blush really hard.

"I-i don't know why I'm so fucking nervous" I say as I try to get my shit together.

"It's your first time having actual sex with a guy" he says with a soft tone in his voice.
I look at him with soft eyes.

"I-i want it symere..im just nervous I guess" I feel embarrassed.

"Don't feel bad JJ, I felt nervous too on my first time but im not going to hurt you, love" symere talks to me in a sweet voice still. He takes off his belt, throwing it one the ground.

I nod my head up and down slowly.
"I'll be gentle love.. Just tell me if your uncomfortable or not"

"Alright.." I softly exhale.

(Couple moments later)

I close my eyes slowly and tilt my head back a little.
"F-fuck.." I say with a shaky tone, trying to take him in.

"It's alright love" Symere whispers.

Just the praises and being comforting alone is making me quiver..

"You alright?" Symere checks on me.

"Y-yes mere.." I pleaded. I just want him.

He slips on of his hands under my back, making it arch a little bit.
He is making me comfortable. Being sensual with the pace.

I tilt my head back further into the pillow as a bit my lip to keep me from turning into a mess already.

"Don't hide the pretty sounds you can make JJ" he says being gentle but demanding at the same time.

And with exactly that I stopped biting my lip and let out another shaky breath.

"Oh F-fuck.." I felt him going just a little bit faster, but not a lot to throw me off.

"You like that JJ?" Sy says putting his other hand on my upper chest.

"Y-yes..yes.." I give a shaky breath.

Symere smiles and kisses my neck passionately again. I feel the slow, gentle thrusts from symere.
I roll my eyes and moan from the pleasure he is giving me.

"You doing great JJ" He praises me.
Damm I never knew how much I loved praising.

I feel my muscles convulsing, my palms are getting a little sweaty and moaning even more shaky.

"You gonna cum for me?" Symere looks me in the eyes.

"F-fuck..y-yes" I feel myself loosing my vision.
I give out a last shaky breath and orgasm.

My vision slowly come back as he orgasms as well.
"Fuck.. You did great JJ" Symere says quietly getting a damp towel and cleaning him and I.

"Thank you mere.." I smile softly. He looks into my eyes and smiles again.

"As you wish prince"
I lay my head onto his neck and fully relax again.