A KSI Fanfic 🧡

Chapter 41

Monday
L.A
7:35AM
Also yes I'm going back to this font I can't stand the bold ass smaller font 😂
TW- Self harm, Suicide tings, Blood/Gory ig?

(JJ's POV)

I wake up with a painful headache.
I groan softly.

"Y/n.." I manage to mumble out.
"That's me" I felt her rubbing my scalp and thigh.
This feels amazing.

"Mmm, c-can I stay home from school today?" I ask quietly and nicely.

"Sure baby" Y/n responds with a kiss on my cheek.
"I love you Jide" she whispers.

"I.. I love you too" I mumble back to her.

I reposition myself because I was getting uncomfortable, I move way too much.

"Are you good, Mi Amor?" Y/n looks concerned.

"I have a headache.. And last night messed me up I think." I was being completely honest with her.

I felt her nails against my scalp again, it is soo soothing.

"Mmm" I mumbled out again.

"Does it feel good JJ?" Y/n softly smiled.
I nodded my head yes pretty damm quickly.

I realized I did have self harm scars and open wounds on my arms, I looked up at y/n.

"Do you think I'm crazy?" I ask y/n.
There are so many people that did call me mental..

"No, not at all, but you could have told us-"

"I-im sorry." I looked down but y/n grabbed my chin.

"Don't be baby, It is never your fault for this" y/n kisses the bridge of my nose after.

I start to smile, she just makes me happy.
"Thanks y/n" I put my head into her neck.

Y/n pushed me off of her lap.
"What are you-"

"Going to get you some medicine.. And something for your arms." Y/n calmly spoke.

"Alright.."

(Y/n's POV)

I went downstairs,
Tobi, Vik-, and Simon were on the couch.

"Hey" I wave at them.

"Hey.." Vik softly smiles.

I opened the counter to find some medicine for headaches.
And something for JJ's arms.

"Is JJ okay?" Simon asks fidgeting with his fingers.

"No not really, I will talk with y'all later, let me give him this though" I go back upstairs slowly.

"Take it, or I will make you" I hand him the pill.
JJ put it in his mouth and swallowed it dry.

I never knew how people could swallow pills dry, that shit feels weird.

"Alright, give me your arms" I got the gauze out.

"Why gauze?" JJ questioned.

"It's all that I could find, did you keep your wounds clean?" I ask him.

"Yeah" JJ sighed.

I took his left arm and started wrapping it.
A little above his elbows..

As I finished his left arm I went to his right.

"JJ I'm going to have to change this every day alright?" I wrap his arm slowly.

JJ nodded his head and looked down.