A KSI Fanfic 🧡

Chapter 9 LSD....

Couple minutes later☆

Harrys POV...

I cant belive these words are coming from JJ's mouth.... Seeing him like this hurts me on the inside... "JJ.., I know we have said this 1,000 times but we are here for you, So dont think you are alone..." I said to JJ rubbing his back lightly...

"I-i know..." JJ said wipping his tears...

KSI POV...

Harrys right, I have them... But I dont even have myself put together... "T-thanks h-harry..." I said with a soft smile...
They dont know Im faking my smile,... I just dont know what to do with myself anymore....

"Everybody will be downstairs Jide, Come down when you can.." Harry said pulling me up, by my hand... "Alright.." I said quietly looking down..

Y/n POV

"Hey y/n/n?" Tobi asked me "Yes Tobi?" I said looking at him... "Do you think JJ is fine?" Tobi said looking arround the corner... "Im sure he is fine Tobi,.." I said... "Hey-" JJ said, Coming down the stairs...

"Hey Babes..." I said picking his head up then pecking his lips... "Calling eachother babe and babes already" Josh said giggling...
"We have been together for like almost a month now..." I said nudging Josh..

A/N also it is the same day from the last chapter so there outfits did not change Lmao

"Are you okay now..?" Tobi said hugging JJ... I awed because they are Bffs-
"Im fine Tobi.." JJ said quietly and a soft smile..

KSI POV

Im Not fine..., Im not okay.., Im faking mg smiles and laughs... I just feel
Fake.. But I dont want anybody to worry about me...

"Hey I have to go to the studio, Check up on and old friend or newww" I said smiling..
"Okayyy Love you.."  y/n said
"Love you too-" I said walking out the door..

Lil Wayne POV-

Im waiting for JJ with lil baby, "whats taking that bitch so longg" Lil Baby complained
"Yo he is about to be h-, oh there he is!" I said..
"Whats good!" I said to JJ dapping him up..
"Nothing much, Just alot going on" JJ said looking down.. "Mhhm Okayyyy" Lil Baby Said

"Okay weird question, Do you take drugs?" I asked... "Depends what it is.." JJ said calmly.. "Like what?" Lil Baby said

KSI POV..

"I smoke weed, But not alot.." I said quietly... "Noted." Lil Wayne Said..  "You take shrooms?"
"Hell nah" I said... "Tried it once, Hated it.." I said.. "LSD?" Lil Wayne said "Maybe I said giggling... "bet.." Lil baby siad pulling the LSD out

"Ion get why lsd built like this doe" Lil Wayne said... "Oh well" I said laughing
Faking
Faking
Faking....

5 minutes later..
SHIT!.
I got high, My whole body is shaking, My pupils are huge, Im having hallucinations, and I feel like shit....

"G-guys I gotta get going..."
"Ight see ya whenever" Lil baby said giggling.."Yessir" Lil wayne said.

Ethans POV-

"Man when is JJ coming back homeeee!"
"Yea, Im bored as hell-" Tobi said calmly "yea same" Vik said.... "Guys he is with his friends chill" y/n said giggling....
*knock knock* "Dam that was fast" josh said laughing...

"The door in unlocked JJ!" I semi yelled"
"Hey shor-" Tobi tried to get out of his mouth... "JJ you Ight?.." Vik said standing up infront of him...

Vikstars POV-

"JJ you okay your whole body is twithching and shaking..." I said calmly "I-i" Is all he could say before he looked up...
"Jide...." I said... Josh speechless, y/n Devistated, Im trying not to cry, Aswell as tobi and simon, Ethan and Harry sat up and there expressions...

Why....
"JJ what the HELL did you take?!?" I said picking his head up, Seeing his pupils are Huge...
(For reference)-

But like slightly bigger...

Back to this....
"Imma ask you agian what the FUCK did you take!" I said grabbing his head agian... Looking in his eyes "y-you're high J....?" Harry said standing up....

"Give me what the hell you took..., now." Harry said stepping closer... "I-i-i dont have i-it" JJ said as his body continues to shake...
"Who gave the drugs to you..." y/n said... "Lil B-baby..." JJ said looking up at us...

"That son of BITCH!" Ethan said walking out of the house... "Please JJ.. What in the hell did you take..." Tobi said about to cry...
JJ smaked his teeth but in a sad way... "I-it does n-not Matter" JJ said as his whole body is twitching...

We all sat down..."JJ it does matter..." y/n Said quietly.. "Your High JJ..." Tobi Said... "I know... I-i did not w-want to get h-high, I couldn't r-resist..." JJ said as his voice is cracking (From the drugs), His whole body still twitching and shaking...

Ethans POV-
I knocked on Lil Babys Flat... "Sup ma-"
"What did JJ take..., Be honest.. JJ is shaking and his pupils are huge..." Lil baby looked down in sadness..
He sighed and showed me the drugs... "w-what..? N-no.." I said as my eyes filled with tears...

"Im sorry..." lil baby said quietly... "T-thanks man.." I said "mhhm...." Lil baby said as I walked out...

KSI POV...

Im having hallucinations now, Im seeing shit, And zoning out ALOT..., "F-fuck..." I whiperex under my breath as I snapped back into reality..... For a couple minutes...

2 minutes later...

I started started shaking profusely.... Keptseeing Horrible Hallucinations, My pupils are getting bigger, And I just feel like shit.... "W-why...." Tobi finally asked.. I heard him but I was hallucinating.... "JJ..." Josh said pretty loud.. Snapping me out...

Ethan walked in the house...

Y/N'S POV

"What the hell did he take?" I said He put the drug on the counter... everybody got up except JJ, he keeps zoning out, zoning back in...

"W-what...." Tobi said as his eyes wattering up.... "H-he took Fucking LSD...." Vik said speechless after...
"JJ Why?!?!?" Josh said making him snap back... "I-im s-sorry.. I c-could not resist..." JJ said as he slowly got up since he is twitching like hell

"IS THAT YOU EXCUSE?.!?!?" I say stepping closer to him... "I-its not an e-ecxuse...." JJ said shaking even more... "Babe...Listen, I know you dont even really like drugs, So why did you do it..?"  I asked calmly picking his head up...

KSI POV...

To try to cope with my depression..., My Insucurities, And my suicidal ass self ..

"I-i just did i-it...." Tears filled the brims of my eyes... Everybody sighed, I kept going in and out of a hullucion..."I-im gonna go..." I said going up to my room...