I can't take this anymore (Liam Payne/Louis Tomlinson fanfic)

Chapter 20

um hi its my birthday on January 25th so if you wanna tweet me on ma b-day my twitter is @mynameisniamhx or you can post a message on my wall :) im gonna be 14 :o im old :p jokes. but yeah this is a sad chapter. everyone finds out the terrible, heart breaking news. i have only written the important people's POV's though otherwise it would be too long and boring :) now read to see how it turns out.

I lied in those letters. I knew exactly where I was going. When Celina and I were younger, we found a little empty hut, hidden away in the forest. As Celina was going through a tough time back then, we promised if we ever wanted to run away, we would go there until we were found. I remembered exactly where it was. I just had to get the train to wolverhampton, go to the forest and stay theere for as long as i wanted too. Perfect.

Louis' POV:

I woke up at about 7:30am. I tried getting back to sleep but I couldn't. So I decided to go downstairs. I headed to the kitchen but i was stopped in my tracks. There were letters on the table with our names on them. As I got closer, I noticed it was Chelsea's handwriting. I grabbed my letter and read it out loud to myself. "omg." I sad to myself. I then ran upstairs and knocked on each of the boys doors. "Come downstaairs, its urgent!" I went back downstairs when I had been to each room and I waited for them to come down.

"What is it Louis?" Liam asked. "Chelsea's gone."

"What do you mean Chelsea's gone Louis?" Liam asked. "Read this." I said handing each of them their letters. looked over at Liam. He had sat down at the kitchen table with his head in his hands. I then looked at the other boys. They were gobsmacked (;) Celina) Poor Niall was crying a lot. Zayn only a bit. I understood that Zayn didn't show his emotions much. And i knew how close Chelsea and Niall were.

I then looked over at Celina. She was frozen in place. I went over and wrapped my arms around her , but she just pushed me away and ran upstairs. Harry was about to run after her but I stopped him. "Give her 5 minutes alone before you go up." I said. He nodded and sat down in the living room where Zayn and Niall were.

I then went over to Liam and sat down next to him. "We will find her Liam." I said, rubbing his back. "How do you know?" He asked, his head resting on the table. "Because we have lots of people who can help us. Paul, Simon, the police." He then looked up at me. "I guess."

"Okay, well go get dressed and we will see when we can go to the police station." I said. He nodded and went upstairs. Harry went up to Celina at that point. Poor girl. I phoned Kevin to tell him to come over, then i went upstairs to get dressed myself. But first when i went in, I flopped onto the bed and screamed into the pillow, beating my fists on the bed. I was broken.

Liam's POV:

I was woken up by Louis shouting at me to go downstairs about something urgent. I got up and rubbed my eyes before heading downstairs. Zayn and Niall were reading a letter of some sort and then Louis handed me one. He said that Chelsea was gone. I read the letter very slowly, taking in every word. Harry and Celina had come down by now. I sat down at the kitchen table and put my head in my hands. My baby sister had vanished. Just like that.

Louis then came over and sat next to me. "We will find her."He said, rubbing my back. But I wasn't convinced. "How do you know?" I then rested my head on the table. I was starting to get a really bad headache. "Because we have lots of peeople to help us. Paul, Simon, the police." I then lifted my head up and looked at him. "I guess."

"Okay, well go get dressed and we will see when we can go to the police station." I then got up, wiped my eyes and headed upstairs to get dressed.

Celina's POV:

We got woken up by Louis screaming at us "Come downstairs, its urgent!" He had left before anyone could say anything. I poked Harry in the stomach, making him wake up. "Good morning," He said in his raspy morning voice. "Morning." I said kissing him on the lips. "Why are we up this early exactly?" He asked with a confused expression on his face. He was so cute whhen he was confused.

"Louis said we need to go downstairs." So we quickly got dressed and ran downstairs. Everyone else was already down there. And they all looked very upset. "Read this." Louis said, handing us both letters. I read the letter. It was from Chelsea. I didn't know how to react. Louis came over to me to hug me but i pushed him away and ran to Harry/my room.

I slammed the door and sank down to the floor against it. "Why Chelsea...why?" i said, beating my fists against the ground. i pulled my knees up to my face and hugged my legs, crying into them. "This is certainly more painful than any of the other things that ever happened." I said to myself as i crawled over to the bed. I fell asleep instantly.

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I woke up with tear stains on my face and someone rubbing my back. "Hey babe." Harry said. I turned to face him. His eyes were red and puffy too, so he had been crying. I think everyone had been though. "What did she write to you?" I asked. "More or less the same as you. She had told me to take care of you."

"Of course she did." I saaid and i sighed. "Its just...she..." I stuttered, tears filling in my eyes. "This can't be true!" I shouted before thhey all spilled over. "Shh baby shh." Harry said cradling me, rocking me back and forth. "Harry, I can't be calm! My best friend has just left. od knows where she is right now!" I shouted. He then picked me up bridal style aand took me down to the living room where all the others were.

Harry sat down next to Kevin, whho had arrived while i was upstairs. Louis came over to me and kneeled in front of me. "Celina, we'll get through this and we will find her. For you, for Liam, for me, for everyone." I leaned forward and hugged him tightly. I knew how much he meant it.

When he released me, climbed onto Kevin's lap. I hadn't spent much time with him recently and i had missed him so much. He cuddled me close while I cried. This is why he was amazing at comforting. He just cuddled you. He didn't say anything at all. Just hold you. It was the best thing ever in times like these.

"come on, we'll go home and watch aa few films. Mum and dad texted me saying theey were on their way and will be back sometime later on tonight." I nodded and got up. I saaid goodbye to the boys, telling them to stay strong and they said the same to me. I gave Harry one last kiss and he said I just had to text him and he would be right over to me.

When Kevin and I got home, we put on grown ups. It was one of my favourite films and it always cheered me up. But not this time. I just sat on Kevin's lap sobbing into his shoulder. All Kevin did was rub my back. It was all I needed. I don't think Kevin was watching the film either as he had tears rolling from his eyes.

When the film finished, Kevin carried me to bed, tucking me in. He said he was gonna sleep on the floor in my room. I tried to tell him not to but he wouldn't listen. I gave up in the end. "I'm right here if you need me." He said, turning the light off. Neither of us fell asleep straight away, but Kevin did after probably an hour.

After all those tough times, we finally had happiness. Wer lived in London together and we went to the same school together and we have an amazing little family between all of us. But she left me. Just like that. Some tears tolled down my cheeks at the thought. I'm surprised I still had any left with the amount of crying i had done. A few loud sobs came out of my mouth but i tried to be ass quiet as possible so not to wake up Kevin.

I thought of all the things we did in Wolverhampton and all the things we would be doing if she was still here. Then I realised. I was physically here but not mentally. This haad been the most hectic month of my life.

I then remembered the promise Chelsea and I made. We said, when we were little, that if we wanted to get away from everything, we would go to the little empty hut we found in the woods near our home in Wolverhampton. I knew where she was. I was going to find her. I wouldn't tell anyone that i knew though. But now we are one step closer to finding Chelsea.

hope you liked it :) next update in a few weeks. btw there will be a Kevin POV but i didnt put it in this chapter because it was too long and its 23:30pm and i just wanna sleep so it will be in the next chapter. remember its my birthday next wekk (25th January) and it would be really kind if you tweeted me (@mynameisniamhx) or leave a message on my message board. i will reply to them. and it just makes me feel like i have friends :) i will be very upset if i get no messages that day. Celina, you don't count :D

i have also decided that i am going to make a janoskians fanfic when i have finished my two current stories :D so i might need some girlfriends ;) so yeah watch this space! :D

goodnight my lovelies. sleep well :DDD xoxoxoxox

see ya when im 14