I can't take this anymore (Liam Payne/Louis Tomlinson fanfic)

Chapter 13

(A/n) what you are about to read may make you cry. Please don NOT try this,no matter what you are going through. There are many nice people out in the world who are willing to talk to you. Please don't self harm or try to commit. Its not what anyone should do. Please just listen. Don't do it!

Chelsea's POV: (when she comes back from the hospital)

I was exhausted. "Take me to bed Lou?" I asked. "Course baby." He took me upstairs bridal style and placed me on the bed. "Sleep well my angel." He said kissing my head then leaving. I didn't want to sleep though. So i checked my twitter.

I had lots of mentions saying stuff like "get well soon Chelsea" and "#staystrongLou&Chelsea" most of the fans were amazing. But of course there were some horrible ones.

"@real_chelsea_payne i hope you die and go to hell."

"@real_chelsea_payne i hope Louis sees how weak you are and kicks you out onto the street."

"@real_chelsea_payne if you didn't kiss Louis then he wouldn't be heartbroken like this."

The next one was from Eleanor.

"@real_chelsea_payne i don't know what Louis sees in you. You're just an ugly bitch. Please die."

This tweet hurt me the most out of them all. I put on the song that made me cry the most.

#she captures her reflection then she throws the mirror to the floor. Her image is distorted screaming is it worth it anymore? No oh oh. Are you scared of the things that they might put you through? Does it make you wanna hide the inner you?#

I broke down in tears and headed for the bathroom. I went to the cupboard and took out the razors. I went back to my room and started making cuts in my wrists. I heard someone coming up the stairs but i didn't care. "But why Chelsea?" It was Celina. She came over and took the razor away from me. She then put a damp cloth on my cuts. I winced in pain. She then sat down next to me. "What happened this time?"

Celina's POV: (present time)

"What happened this time?" I asked her. He gave me her phone. I saw all the messages she was sent. What they were saying about her was absolutely disgusting. "We must show these to Liam and Louis." I said starting to get up. "No!" Chelsea said, grabbing my arm. "They will get me a therapist or send me to a mental hospital. I don't want that to happen." She started crying even more.

"They won't do that to you baby." I said, putting my arm around her. "They love you, so they will support you through everything. They will try an stop it. Now let me bring Liam and Louis up here and we will see what they say okay?"

"Okay,thanks Celina you are the best friend ever." I got up and went to get Liam and Louis. "Liam, Louis i need you." I headed back upstairs and they followed. As soon as Liam saw Chelsea, he gave her a big hug. "Chelsea, tell them what's going on." This made them look very concerned. "I cut." That's all she needed to say. "Why babe?" Louis said, taking her hand and looking at her arm. She handed her phone to Liam who let a tear escape. "This is terrible, we need to sort this out. We don't want anymore damage done." Liam said, passing the phone to Louis.

"Eleanor needs to stop this,she has taken it too far now." Louis shouted, throwing the phone down on the bed.

Liam's POV:

"You should of told us Chels, we are here for you." I said.b"i was just scared." She said in between cries. "Of what?" Louis asked. "You would send me to...a mental...hospital"

"What are you talking about? We would never do anything like that sis! You're family!" I said. "Well you know now anyway. Thanks guys, i love you." We had a big group hug when we were interrupted. "Someone's here to see you Chels!" Harry shouted up the stairs. Mum and dad. "Oh my goodness, i forgot mum and dad were coming! How do i look?" Chelsea started shouting, running into her bathroom. "Chels babe, you look fine, now lets go, we haven't seen mum and dad in ages!" I said, dragging her by the arm. "Promise you won't tell them?"

"I promise." We said, holding each others pinkies, making it an official pinky promise.

"Mum, dad!" I said, attacking them both with a hug. And mum attacked me with kisses. "Chelsea!" They both attacked her too. I could see she was trying her best to be happy. I don't know how long it would last though.

Chelsea's POV:

"Hey mum, hey dad." I said being squished to death. "So which ones your boyfriend then?" Mum asked. She is very nosey at times. But aren't all mums? "Mum dad, this is Louis."

"Hello mr and mrs Payne, so nice to finally meet you." He said offering his hand out. "Please, call me Karen." Mum said, shaking his hand. "Nice to meet you too." He said to my dad, shaking his hand also. "You can call me Geoff." He said. "Foods ready!" Zayn shouted from the kitchen. "He's a keeper!" Mum whispered to me when we were walking to the kitchen. "I know" i whispered back.

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"Wow Zayn, this is amazing! Thank you so much!" Mum said during dinner. "No worries Karen but i can't take all the credit sainsbury's helped!" Zayn said making everyone cry with laughter. This was the first time i had laughed for a long time.

"I helped!" Niall shouted, pulling a sad face. "Well thank you too Niall." Mum said. "Niall helped?!" Harry said, looking gobsmacked. Niall looked upset again. "Aw Harry you have upset the poor boy" i said, even though i was shocked too. "Sorry Nialler, its just you normally eat it all before hand."

"Okay!" Niall said, happily eating again. "So Chelsea, you the most mature?" Mum asked me. "I guess you could say that, yes. They are all a bit of a handful, especially my LouBear." I said, looking up at my gorgeous boyfriend. I melted every time i looked in his eyes. "Babe i'm not that bad..am i?" Louis said looking slightly worried. He was obviously trying to impress my parents. "No babe I'm just kidding." I said, kissing him on the cheek. "Woah get a room guys!" Zayn shouted at us, making everyone laugh. That's why i loved these boys, they made me laugh no matter what was going on.

"Oh you can talk, you practically EAT Perrie! Where is that purple head freak anyway?" I said, making Zayn chuckle at this. We always made fun of each other. Another reason why i loved them all. "Not true and she was feeling ill so she went home." He said. "Oh right, bless her." Me and Perrie had become really close because of Zayn. She was always coming over. Same with Danielle (a/n Yay Payzer!!!!!)

The rest of the meal was us mostly talking about Celina coming to visit and me being in hospital. I had to re tell the story for like the 10th time. Touchy subject, but i managed to keep it together.

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It was getting late now. We were all sitting in the living room with the tv on, but we weren't really watching it. "So where are we sleeping?" Mum asked. "You are having Chelsea's room, follow me." Louis said, taking their bags. "So where is Chelsea sleeping?" Dad asked, obviously concerned. "She is having my room while i have the couch downstairs." Louis replied. "Okay, thanks for your room Chels and thanks for taking the couch Lou." Dad said. "No worries." Me and Louis said at the same time. We left mum and dad to settle in and went downstairs. Niall had his guitar out and was playing wonderwall. I sat down on Louis lap with my legs across Celina's lap, as Celina was sitting on Harry's lap.

It was about 10:30pm before we all headed to bed. I pulled on some sweats and one of Louis' t-shirts before climbing into bed. "Night babe." Louis said, kissing me on the forehead. "Night." I called back. With that he shut the door and turned the light off (see what i did there? (; )

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I couldn't sleep. My wounds were starting to sting so i went downstairs. "Babe, i can't sleep." I said, poking him on the cheek like i normally did to wake him up. "Come on then baby." He said, picking me up bridal style. He placed me on the bed before lying with me himself.

He wrapped his arms around me and started humming 'look after you' by The Fray. I loved this song and The Fray was Louis' favourite band. As i felt safe in his arms, i fell into a deep sleep very quickly.