"Are you a virgin."
I can not tell you how many time's I've been asked that by the cute boy I thought I liked. I've seen to much now and I'm ready to go back in time because of all the thing's I did wrong but I can't.
I look up at the girl I used to be friend's with as she glances at me in sadness. Probably wondering if my life is going just as bad as her's. She continues making bad decisions while I walk by to the girl I'm now dating.
Dating...it's the worse and I honestly don't see why people can't just get it right. No I do see, they can't get it right because it wouldn't be life if it went exactly how we wanted.
You lie your way threw hurt after being told "I thought this was a joke so I'm breaking up with you.", or "I like your friend better." You're stressed after failing the test you needed to past in order to do anything you actually liked.
At this point it feel's like happiness and sanity in the same brain is something impossible.
Sleep. I don't even know what that is anymore. After crying and listening to sad music at 3 am it's like an escape from all thing's reality. Books become your best friend because now you can live the life you've always wanted ten time's before next semester.
Regret is all you feel because you know you're know you're almost done but you haven't really been happy. Oh why are you still not happy?
YOU ARE READING
GROWTH YEARS
Cerita Pendek"Hey what do you wanna be when you grow up?" "I wanna be me when I was little." "Why?" "Because she happy."
