Lovers in war

LuNevi

Draco's P.OV.:

"This can't be happening" , I said out loud to myselft as I cried, after she left the secret room we share. I was so overwhelmed in fear, sadness and worries that for a good amount of time i just stayed in the room, alone, pacing and talking to myself. I couldn't handle being there anymore so i left for a walk.

 I didn't know what I was doing, I just kept walking in a quick pace. Tears kept flowing from my eyes, as the scene of the dark mark on her arm was playing continuously in my mind. The thing which I was trying to avoid happened. "I never wanted her to be Hurt, or to even get near the dark wizards, but she joined his army, just for me. I will be the reason if something happens to her. I never wanted anything to happen to her.", I Kept Saying to myself while by Heartbeat was increasing Rapidly.

I quickly walked to the 3rd floor, to a classroom which was always desert for some reason, I never saw anyone there, not even roaming near it. While wiping my tears I smashed open the door just in case someone happened to be there, and started sobbing again. I couldn't believe what just happened. The Girl I love is in danger because of me, and i Couldn't really take it. I was so surrounded by the thoughts of her getting hurt or worse that I kept crying that I didn't notice someone entering The room. Suddenly there was a hand gently placed on my shoulder.

That hand gently rubbed my shoulder to calm me down, but in my sorrow, I didn't saw who was there, I just turned around and hugged the person, hoping it would be Emma. That person hugged me back, and let me cry in their arms, while their Hand was rubbing my back to give me comfort and said "It's Okay Draco, Whatever it is, it will get better." That Voice wasn't Emma's, I Wanted to pull away, but I realized that that calm voice was Luna's, Luna Lovegood.

For a moment I hesitated to get back, pull away from the hug, no one but Emma had ever seen me vunerable but I didn't. I stayed in hug and cried out for a while, until I was able to stop. I don't know why I didn't pull away, I never really talked with this girl, but she had such a kind nature... I just trusted her, I needed in that moment. 

I pulled away from the hug after sometime and sat down on the Floor, she sat beside me and held my Hand. I didn't know what to say or how to start the conversation, but before I even had time to think about it she offered me water and said: "Don't Worry Draco, whatever The thing is, it will get better", she repeated and then added, " Also, I won't tell anyone about this meeting, I know how you appreaciate your privacy." with a genuine and comforting smile.

I didn't know, what to do or what to say, so I took the bottle and Drank some water, took a deep breaths to calm down and then looked at her. Today I realized, how wrong people, including myself, were about her, she was a kind person, with a golden heart. Here she was providing support and care to the boy who never really appreciated her presence. " I- I don't know what to say, thank you for being here with me.". She just smiled at me, "Shhhh, you don't have to say thanks to me."

We just sat there for sometime, until I was able to calm down properly. She looked at me with a smile, as I rest my head on her shoulder with still tears in my eyes. "Can I ask what happened Draco? I have never seen you crying, you can talk with me if you feel comfortable."

Her voice and the fact that she took time to be there with me, helping me was more than enough to make feel comfortable. I was feeling better, but still wanted to talk it out and I  knew she'd listen without judging me.