"I kissed the scars" - JakeHoon

no.5

"What do you want to eat ?" .

Sunghoon looks at her, surprised by it "oh...I dont want to " sunghoon said shaking his hands, then the lady said "i know you want....I'll give it to you for free.....please take anything " she said and sunghoons heart melts . Since the day he met jake , other people are being nice to him , not all of them but this was shocking for him . Sunghoon wanted to reject it but the lady didn't want to and instead she gave him one corn dog and one mozzarella cheese stick . Sunghoon sighs and gave her a smile , taking the food In his hands and bows at her.

"If you want anything....just come here, I'll give you food " he said and sunghoon nods at her and walks away with a happy smile on his face , looking at his sticks with food on his hands and walks, without knowing where he was going.  Looking at the food and he accidentally bumped into someone and made the corn dog and mozzarella cheese stick to drop them on the floor.

Sunghoon gasped, looking down at the food with his mouth open, he closed his mouth and pouts , feeling bad because that lady gave it for free but here he is being clumsy and dropped them , he wished he was more careful.

"Aw...I'm sorry " the stranger that sunghoon bumped into him spoke , sunghoon stops what he was doing,  the voice sweet and calming, he knows for sure who he is,  who did he bump into . Looking up slowly and his eyes met with Jake's. 

"Ah...you" jake said , widened his eyes .
"I'm gald that I met you and I'm sorry " jake said , feeling bad that he dropped his food . Sunghoon didn't said nothing and just shakes his head saying that it's not Jake's fault . Suddenly sunghoons stomach starts to make weird noises , making him to feel shy in front of jake .
Jake only chuckles at it .

"How about....I take you to eat something ?" Jake suggests, smiling at sunghoon.  Sunghoon didn't want to agree.  "Please.....I feel bad when I do something bad to people so accept it " jake said,  looking at sunghoon.

Sunghoon thought and he nods two times cutely.  Jake smiles and said "great....I know a really good food place ....what about meat?..sounds nice" jake said and he walks first, titling his head so sunghoon can come with him . Walking next to him with his head down .

It's his first time walking with someone side to side,  making sure he doesn't bump with him because that would make him feel awkward next to jake .
He doesn't understands why jake is being so nice to him , sunghoon thinks he is just pitying him and he doesn't want people to pity him , but he doesn't say nothing about it,  continued to walk.

Jake had a plan for today and to meet with his friend but yeah he canceled it because of sunghoon . He felt bad for him and his heart makes him to help this boy who jake doesn't even know his name .

They arrived at one place , sunghoon stopped in front of it , he haven't been in one before , he is scared that the owner of this place will kick him out for being to 'cold' and 'scary '. This is what sunghoon believes people think when they see his face.  "What are you doing?" Jake asks , standing next to him ,sunghoon was thinking so he didn't heard jake speak so Jake slowly taps on his right shoulder making sunghoon to flinch .

"Sorry....and let's go inside " jake said and waits for sunghoon to go first and him the last one , sunghoon gulps , taking a step and went inside , jake goes  after him . The door bell rings a little , it had a small noise . Inside it looked cozy , people sitting on the table and cooking food for themselves, this was new to sunghoon but he didn't want to question, to shy to do that .

"Let's sit here " jake said and sat down first and sunghoon did the same , sitting face to face.  Sunghoon looks around the place, a calm music plays and people talking in a lower tone, it was so comfy here , sunghoon loves it. 
Long time since he have been in a place like this. 

Jake was looking at him , "is this place good?" Jake asks sunghoon and sunghoon nods three times fast . Showing that he was excited and happy here . Jake giggles " you should speak...I feel like I'm talking with myself heheh" jake said and sunghoon looks down at the papers on the table, making his hands in a fist bump. His ears turning red .

"Let's order " jake said "mm." Sunghoon only hums , he wants to talk with jake but he just couldn't bring himself, it was new to him , he was still processing everything.  Jake looks down on the menu , he wanted to pick for him and sunghoon since he Is paying and sunghoon looks like it's his first time being here .

While looking at the menu , sunghoon spoke "jake...." he said quietly, jake looks up humming at him , Sunghoon slowly brought his phone and charger on the table , jake figured it out . "Okay....I'll go and plug this somewhere " jake said and got up to find an electric box , leaving sunghoon alone .
He was scared being alone , he feels like people were looking at him and hating him , he imagines things , overthink.

Jake came there with a smile , sunghoon looking at him , admiring his clothes, they were pretty and he looks at his , he didn't liked his clothes, he feels like he doesn't belong to stay with a person like Jake.

One waiter came to them and jake ordered a lot of food so they can eat until they are full with food and ordering something to drink too , sunghoon staying quiet the whole time .

"So......I'm sorry if you're worried or thinking that I'm being weird ....I just want to help you" jake spoke .

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Thank you.