Dream Smp Ship One-shots/ Requests are closed

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I hated Schlatt..but there were times like now where I missed the times he was either completely sober or just drunk enough to show his true self the side I fell truly in love with..the side that would try his best to fix any wrongs he did but it could never cover the amount of the shitty things he did..but as I sat looking at a letter written in his hand writing.

I...I don't know how to feel anymore I crumpled it slightly as I felt a tear roll down my cheek, that softer side of Schlatt...maybe that's why I loved Karl and Sapnap so much because they feel the same all the positive happy moments between me and my ex husband...but just like him they left me all by myself..'no I don't need them I've changed for the better and I have plans that need to be set into motion.'

I turned to see a familiar male holding a duck plush hand sewn by Tubbo and Schlatt at some point "...Schlatt..?" He turned his features looked softer as he wore a blue sweater with a small yellow heart on it he smiled softly "i'm glad you kept it.."he said then set it back in it's secret spot on my bed then floated over gently setting his hand on my face.

I couldn't fully feel it I looked at him "why do you look different..?" I asked "let's just say me and him are two different off sets from each other I can actually see people.." he said I looked at him "Alex..look I know saying sorry won't fix all the wrong and hell I was a terrible husband and father.."he looked down "wait what? Father?" He nodded "Tubbo..I couldn't remember my own son till I lost my last life.." he said small tears building up they were noticeable as they fell because they were yellow.

I looked down "huh I guess that makes both of us bad parents but how did he end up with Wilbur?" I looked at him "I left Tubbo in a box because I couldn't take care of him and left him in the general area I knew Wilbur lived hoping he would find him" he said then sighed "Toby..he gets nightmares often of the festival...I feel bad but I don't know how to make it up to him" I sighed "well he's here right now if you want to watch him quietly"

He smiled warmly nodding then made himself harder to see I just walked out my room since I was done getting dressed I got outside "hey Tubbo what's up" I said putting my arm over his shoulder "the sky, Jesus, Foolish, uh some other stuff" I sighed moving my arm off "okay then anyways we have stuff to do come on" I said walking.

As me and Tubbo were walking Schlatt would stand out to me a lot time to time, I would see him vaguely looking at stuff, feel him touch the feathers on my wings, and stare at the chain of the necklace I wore..at one point I was sitting by myself when I felt the necklace gently get pulled up "Schlatt..let go.."I muttered "oh I see you found new happiness" he said almost sounding sad "good for you, hopefully they treat you better I'm going to go check on Toby.." he said then disappeared...I looked at the rings then hid them under my shirt again looking at the ground.

'Does he feel guilt? Probably or is he also upset I moved on i..I don't know how I feel anymore..' I groaned grabbing a cigarette and lighting it then putting it into my mouth I sighed looking up feeling a little better "I didn't know you smoked big Q" Tubbo said standing by me but away "cause I'm usually by myself" he nodded slightly, I looked at the teen he looked so different from when I met him "so much has fucking happened" I said "hm?" He glanced at me "from since I met you first till now.." he nodded "yeah" I glanced noticing something gold getting hit by the sun I squinted slightly and noticed it was a wedding ring.

I stood up fully which made the teen look at me "your married??" I asked I dropped and stomped out the cigarette he looked away "he's nice and sweet" he said smiling softly "Tubbo Tubbo Tubbo" I said looking at him "you really and I mean really think he likes you or is impressed by you? Look at yourself!" I said moving closer "don't be a idiot he's just trying to use you Tubbo!" I said already having an idea of who it was, he turned to me "he is not using me! I love him and he loves me!" He said.

"Tubbo...do you really think that? He doesn't love you Tubbo he just wants to lure you into a trap by getting you to lower your guard and get you attached then he'll do something and leave you behind!" I snapped thinking about Schlatt.., Karl and Sapnap..he backed up slightly.

"Trust me Tubbo your to naive you don't understand how this works, I'll help you Tubbo I know better"i said putting my hands on his shoulders he moved away I backed up some "but if he's such a lover boy go ahead..but don't say I didn't warn you when he does something ripping your trust apart don't come crying to me!" I yelled he backed up slightly "Ranboo isn't like that-" he covered his mouth I smirked 'he finally slipped' "wow Tubbo the traitor to L'Manburg and who is Working with Wilbur!" I said.

He flinched back I laughed more "seriously?! You think this relationship is going to work your so fucking naive!" I yelled thinking back when me and Schlatt got together "hell you might the one who breaks his heart! You might end up like Schlatt, that's the only relationship and leadership that you've seen" he looked down slightly "no I am nothing like Schlatt..you and everyone else pushed me around when I was president..!" He looked up "that was to keep you from becoming to much like Schlatt!" I said coming to him pushing his hair out of his eyes to see golden goat like eyes.

I smirked "you are just like your father, just like Schlatt" his eyes widened "..." he went to say something looking at me "Tubbo mother knows best" I said softly with a smirk "now go" I let him go letting his hair fall into his face he backed up then walked away quickly.

I smirked then started doing some other things I saw Ranboo in the distance I came over "so I heard from a little goat that uh you and Tubbo are together and married." He tensed up glancing at me "what.." he sounded nervous but serious "what did you do to Tubbo." He said sounding more annoyed "nothing but told him the truth" I said then walked past him "god it would be a real shame if he did something rash but I don't know Tubbo as well as you do.."I said shrugging I heard his footsteps run off I smirked.

I was sitting in my office "Alex..why would you say that to him..?" "Shut up I'm not listening to a damn ghost" I said looking at papers "Alex, am I really that bad of a person? That I'm used against our son as a threat.." I looked at him "yes." I hissed out I watched as his face went to one of pure sadness "oh..I see..well I'll just get going then I won't bother you then" he said I felt like tears were about to fall as I stood up and went to go speak he disappeared fully "Jonathan..?" I asked softly I looked down looking at my clenched fists on the desk I felt tears fall from my eyes "....damn it.."I sat on the floor somewhat hiding under my desk.

I reached into the bottom draw grabbing two boxes one had letters Schlatt wrote to me whenever he got sober enough and would try to work things out again reassure me that he loved me and was sorry...and the other box was filled to the brim with love letters from Karl and Sapnap..I read them fall feeling more tears fall as I hugged my head having my wings go around my body hiding me and my face.

"Quackity from Las'Navdas are you okay?" I heard as I felt gentle shaking I opened my eyes as my wings moved more to see Charlie "yeah i'm fine.." I said glancing off "okay cause you were asleep talking again" "It's called sleep talking Charlie and I'm fine" I said gently pushing him so he would move, I moved out from under my desk and stretched feeling like shit from sleeping under my desk "what is everyone else doing?" "What you told them to do last" I nodded then picked up the letters putting them back into their boxes then away "what are those?" "Don't read them that's what they are."

He nodded "okay I'm going to go see what Fundy from L'Manburg is doing!" He ran out the room closing the door I sat down looking at my hand 'why do I wear this..? I'm not married to him..he's died.' I took it then put it into the box with all of Schlatt's letters I sighed looking at the work I had to do and started on that.

I kinda wished Schlatt was here alive and sober...granted drunk him still made a good leader and I need that type of power. I smirked softly