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I yawned rubbing my eyes slightly as I looked back over the the small young blonde hair child, he rolled whining quietly I rolled my eyes and silently moved closer setting my hand onto his side he rolled and I moved my hand onto his chest not fully resting it onto the small boy as to not break his ribs. I looked around taking in the sights, smells and sounds of everything waking up. Well everything expect for Theseus I groaned shaking him some and he whined before mumbling "I'm awake Wilbu..get off..." he whined and I moved my hand away as he rolled onto his stomach pushing himself up rubbing his eyes.

I snorted looking at the grass in his hair and stuck to his face paired with the drool on his chin "what??" He demanded sleepy looking at me my cape still over his head "nothing just you have drool and grass on your face, and grass in your hair" I said chuckling as I stood up stretching hearing the satisfying popping sounds. He whined wiping his face before getting up yawning moving the cape still drooped over his small frame "okay time to give me back my cape" I said holding my hand out and he whined "I don't wanna yet" I rolled my eyes "I guess I'll possibly buy you one or make you one later" I said looking to the sky regretting my words as they came out my mouth.

The younger got excited taking my cape off and handing it to me which I willing took and put it back on adjusting it as I watched Theseus stand up and stretch yawning once again which made me yawn "I wish I looked alike to Wil and Mom....you" Theseus mumbled quietly and I looked at him "why? There's nothing special about how we look, for gods sake I look almost damn near exact to Wilbur" i said and he looked up at me a small pout "because everyone alone ever sees me with you, or Wilby, or Mumza! And kids pick on me and say I'm not actually related and I'm just some kid that was adopted and pitted!" Theseus stomped his foot sniffling a little.

"I want to look cool and strong like you or have dark or grey wings like Mumza and Wilby! I hate my dumb wings, I hate my dumb hair! I hate my stupid eyes!" He yelled crying as he stomped a couple of times looking down, I silently looked at him and then crouched down "well for starters I like you "stupid eyes and dumb hair and wings" he looked up at me "no you don't" he mumbled. I sighed picking him up "I do, your dumb wings remind me of the clouds, something destined to be high in the sky, your hair reminds me of the world's brightest gold and the sun on it's shinyest day doesn't compare to the hair on your head." I said looking at him.

He quietly looked at me hoping for me to finish, to say something great about his eyes "and your eyes, well they're just like the sky a brilliant blue caught and captured within to be held, and with the perfect holder, they'll shiny for as long as you allow them to" he smiled softly "do you really mean all of that?" He asked quietly and I nodded. "Of course I do Theseus" I said and he hugged onto me sniffling a little "I was actually going to follow you far off then secretly run away...and go somewhere far away" he mumbled. I tensed slightly holding him "you would've starved or died sooner then that" I said and he nodded "I know.." I felt a cold sweat run down my neck paired with the silence of the voices.

"Techie..I hear voices in my ears, whispering..sometimes their nice, or they'll bully me like those kids. Or they'll threaten and scare me into thinking I'll end up hurting someone,like Tubbo" he mumbled and I heard a heart beat in my ears, it had to be the voices pretending or Theseus's "have..have you told Phil?" I asked, he slowly moved to lock eyes with me..a vague maroon paired with the vague stormy blue similar to like Phil when he got truly angry I heard the heart beat pick up more as it got louder.

"No..but I overheard dad talk about them to you.." he said and I stared at him shock etched into my features. This was not a conversation I was wanting to or even near ready to have this early in the morning, this early in his life, this early-in my life. I stared at him silence and he returned the silence keeping his eyes locked on mine not like the usual way that was followed with either an annoyed pout or a bright smile "they say your the fast answer to this, or me running away and growing in the wild..would be best for everyone" he said quietly, not looking off or missing a beat "Theseus..do-...why am I the person for this?" I asked unsure of what to say.

He shrugged slightly "I don't know Techno..you tell me-mister blood for the blood god" I looked at him quietly as a couple of the voices quietly started up whispering the seemingly ancient chant, I looked off slightly "we'll work on controlling them first...once we get back..okay?" I said looking off still wanting normal annoying, smiley Tommy back, he hugged onto me again resting his face against my collar "ok.." he mumbled before yawning and slowly, mindlessly..falling back to sleep.

I exhaled and it felt like something I had been holding the whole conversation-'was..was that panic heart beat mine..but why, why would I get nervous and panicked over that..oh well' I thought before starting to walk back in the direction of home, I'm sure Theseus wouldn't mind so much, I think that's what he needs is home. And honestly I do too, though the voices sung in harmony threatening to control and have me kill the small boy, saying I should take him about before he comes like a threat, a threat like Phil. But deep down I knew if I did, I would deal with the bigger threat.

I sighed groaning as my ear flicked "shuta up..I'm not going to physically harm or kill Theseus drop it..I'm not hurting him period" I grumbled holding the boy closer but still in a gentle grasp, I walked thinking curious on how long-how many secrets the younger out of the two of us had been holding and hiding. I sighed looking to the sky as I walked in the only near silence if it wasn't for the soft...comforting sound of the younger softly snooring, a reminder of a beating, living heart to keep in track of, to protect.

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