The Devil Within

Demons

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I try to direct my thought because I was too dumb to realize that all these stupid things that I see are because of the drug the hooded man put on me. I try to think of a way out but my mind seems like a barren desert, while I was in the process of thinking the same thing that happened replays again and again. Elektra dying, me killing her, and everything else on repeat.  I shut my ears with both my hands. what if I can change the past? I wouldn't meet Zyphr. What if I can change the future? is it possible? well, we are about to find out. Even if I cant find out what my power actually is, I try my maximum to use all the power and run towards whatever that demon was, I hit it with my power successfully but the demons turn into me. I killed Elektra, it was me who was the demon. I am a demon. It takes a whole minute to regain my sense. 

I see myself standing in front of me, not me but a demon me. I touch myself because I was the person who killed Elektra. If I can kill her, destroy a lot of other kingdoms then I must not exist. It's better for me and everyone else, I won't even be fit to be a queen. It explains how I was the only half-breed in my family if I have to call them that I scoff mentally on that part. Everything freezes around me, I see a demon self, Elektra, Coven, Alia, My parents (if they are actually), and Zyphr. This is it, the end. I was happy to everyone who I loved around me for one last time. I smile at all of them and mumble a thank you. I pull out of all power in me and push everything to the person who is standing in front of me, id rather say that because I don't know what I am. I hear Zyphr scream the loudest with all others. How can they see me? it was supposed to me to alone. I forget about them, most Zyphr because I don't think it hurts more than everything that happened to me. My life is filled with pain, anger, and destruction, Zyphr was the only happy thing that happened to me. I was free around him and I like him but I can't, not anymore. I guess my life doesn't like me to happy at all, more like happiness is a foreign thing in my body that as soon it enters all the other things kill it and the happiness does not exist. I cry silently, for everything I have caused. Angry, sadness and all other emotions take over my body.  I rise in the air with all the powers, stronger than ever. A huge black mass all over my body. My eyes turn to those of the snake, I take a deep breath and release on the demon me standing next to Elektra. The black gas knocks out the demon self and then the sky clears up. Before I can analyze what was happening a huge cloud crashes into me. Then I realize that I am a demon too so it would kill me too. 

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I see Zyphr running faster than ever and behind was everyone else. I look at myself and then realize I am bleeding, entirely. Zyphr lifts me to his lap, I want to push him away but I don't. "I am a demon, you shouldn't do that," I say to him trying my best to speak. "Bullshit, Evelyn" he shouts back and I just smile. He never calls me by my name, it was music when he did that. I grunt to look at the other side where Alia, Coven, and my parents were crying "I am sorry, I don't think I can say sorry to Elektra when I am gone" I say meaning it. "You alwas gave me summer even if it was rainng" I think I ate half of the letters and it came out like that. "No," he says holding me tighter, I knew exactly what he meant but I couldn't speak anymore. "Iloveyou" I say in the quickest way I ever could that He wouldn't even understand. He leans forward and pushes away my tear with his hand and I just press my face on his hand, feeling his warmth on my face, his familiar scent. I curse myself for being this, not being able to spend more time with him, and how I couldn't be normal.

 He leans and pecks my lips and I just smile "I love you too my princess" he says. I was shocked at first at what he said but everything seems to fit in. This is a happy moment but it's going to end very soon, just like always. I give him a sad smile when he tries to stop the flow of blood from my heart. "I will be so mad if you do that" He screams at me. "Damn it" he keeps curses and I slowly blackout.  I remember everyone, the last moment with Zyphr. I was happy, painless. I felt myself floating. This is how it feels to die. I float, freely until I reach a place with sunshine, clouds. I was about to move away from there. I dint belong here, not until everything I did. "doodle head" I hear a way too familiar voice, the only voice that calls me that, Elektra.

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Heyyyyyy!! please let me explain, I know it's one of those chapters you need tissues, I needed them too. It is really important for this story so I'm sorry. Don't worry it will have a happy ending if you think this is how it is going to end. HELL NA, I'm all about happy endings. This chapter was really hard for me too, but I hope you found out who the demon actually was. I know there are a lot of open cuts in the plot and ill fill them up too. Don't forget to let me know how you cried and what the chapter was. Next Tuesday it is :)

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