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*Zayn's POV*

Well today was the same as usual. Except no fights, no rumors I haven't heard already, or nothing out of the ordinary.

I guess people were just tired. It's never really been a quiet day here. We even had a fire drill and it wasn't loud and rowdy. I guess no one wants shit before spring break. I walked out of the school after everyone had left. I saw Niall standing next to the wall with girls crowding him. I actually am thankful they're there this time. So I won't draw to much attention to me.

"Girls! Girls! It's plenty of me to go around." He said and I heard there girlish screams so I just sat on the bench close to where they keep the bikes.

"I've known you longer." One girl said.

"You met him at the beginning of the year just like all of us Becky so shut your shit." This girl name Angel said to her.

Angel was a feisty one. She could curse you out in 2.5 seconds in English and then in Spanish. She dominates and she's pretty. But she's thirsty like the rest of the girls that crowd around Niall.

" I knew him from over the summer." One girl said.

I think it was Sasha. She was black and she was gorgeous. She was smart and had full lips she always put lipstick on. I admit I did have a crush on her at the beginning of this school year.

"I knew him freshman year." This other girl said.

I would consider her the girl version of me. She always wore hats and dressed in black. She mostly kept to herself. Except for being around Niall 24/7. Her name was Sophia and she was half Asian.

"I knew him-" I was actually getting tired of this so I got up and began walking home. When I did get home I started to wash my clothes. I think we need a maid because this is to much work. I then went back up and took off my sweater which left me in my muscle shirt. I let my tattoos breathe. I just laid on my bed and waited for the load to get done. I began to think what I'd do over spring break. I even composed a list.

1. Sleep in every single day.

2. Get wolf tattoo on leg

3. Do homework (early this time! This probably won't happen. And I'll end up doing it Sunday night day before school.)

4. Buy cookbooks for mom.

5. Stay unnoticed.

That's a nice list. I'd think so at least. Spring break two more days. I can definitely do it. Well I don't know about the wolf tattoo I am going broke. I might ask my dad to send me some money but then he might want to see me and we'll for starters that's not happening.

Me and my dad don't have a close relationship. Why would we. He just left and took my sister with him. My mom was worried for a long while until he called a week later and said that he was in America with my sister. Now it's been years and I barely talk to him and my sister. Actually I don't to my sister at all. And the only time I speak to him is when I want money. But I think he knows about my spring break and if I ask him for money he might want me to come to America.

I sighed kicking my shoes off and walking to the bathroom to take a wiz. When I was finished and washed my hands and I looked in the mirror. I believe I am a very nice looking lad. My hair is nice. I could be anybody if I wanted but I only want to be me.

A bad boy, a footballer, artist, teacher, any of that. But I'm not. I'm a wallflower.

I sighed. Shaking my hands to rid some of the water then went back to my room. I'm bored as shit.

I started to hum Sugar by Maroon 5 in my head. I do need a little sweetness in my life. Maybe if a boy wasn't to wrapped up in their own world they'd come sweep me off my feet. Except I'd play the dominate role just because I feel like I'm the dominate one. Because I am.

I looked up at the clock and it said 4. I went downstairs and traded my loads. I then went upstairs and popped in my headphones and just went to the pop sections of songs. I looked up at my ceiling same 2 words in big cursive letters in black paint. Carpe Deim. To bad that quote was obviously made for people with lives, and friends, and with moms that don't put tofu in every meal. I sighed. I sigh a lot like what a depressing/aggravating/tired puff of air leaving my mouth.

My phone rang cutting off my music. It was a random number so I answered.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Hi." The person said and I couldn't really recognize the voice.

"Who is this?" I asked.

"DEEZ NUTS!" They yelled and I hung up.

Immature bastards on my phone. I know it couldn't be somebody I know. I have literally two contacts in my phone, my mother and father (if you wanna call him that). So I'm not sure. Hopefully it was random. I didn't listen to music after that. I just took a nap.

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"Zayn!" I heard my name being yelled.

I slowly opened my eyes. "What!" I yelled.

"Help me with the damn groceries. I've been calling your phone." My mom yelled.

I slowly go up. Steadying myself on my feet. I then began my slow walk down the stairs.

"By the time you get down here the tofu will expire." My mom joked.

"Hopefully." I said under my breathe and walked past her outside.

I went and grabbed the bags out the car and then I felt a big burst of wind hit me and I realized I was in my muscle shirt. Shit. I grabbed the bags and ran in the house. God damnit I hope nobody saw me. It's not spring break and I've already started to screw up things on the checklist.

I put the bags on the kitchen floor and was about to walk back up the stairs but I turned back around. "Do you need help putting away the groceries?" I asked her and she looked at me shocked before nodding.

I start putting the fruit in the fridge. "Your tattoos look nice." My mom said.

"Thank you." I said and looked at the tofu.

I didn't even say anything just put it in the freezer. After that no more words were exchanged. That's what you call mother and son time. When we were done she thanked me and I went down to change my loads and bring my clothes upstairs. When I put them I sloppily folded them and put them in my drawers and hung some up.

After there I just laid there bored out of my mind. I think friends would change that but at the same time who cares about friends. I sighed to myself once again. I'm perfectly fine.

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I guess my life routine is get up, go to school, come home, get tattoo, skip dinner and go to sleep. And then repeat. I sighed making my way to class. But I was parched so I stopped by the water fountain for a second. And then when I stood up I just so happen to turn around and see Niall right there waiting for water. Wtf. I moved out his way.

"Hey." He said and I nodded making my way to my class.

Good. It's a possibility he forgot my name which means he can't possibly go talk to anyone about me. This makes me content. Stuff like this makes me content not having friends. Alas I am at peace don't touch me.

One more day to go till spring break. Invisibility don't fool me now.

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