Newtmas fanfic

Flashback

It was quite lonely without Thomas around. No one made fun of me anymore but I'd take the hate for Thomas. Hell, I'd do anything for him. I was considering suicide but I knew Thomas would want me to go on, but that doesn't mean I haven't put the blade to my neck.

FLASHBACK
(Newts POV)
It was Christmas time and snow was falling gently outside the window.
"Thomas! Thomas, wake up! We have presents!" I said
Thomas looked up, rubbing his eyes.
"We actually have presents?"
I put his presents on his bed.
"Open them!" I said.
"What about you?" He asked me.
"Later." I replied. Even though I didn't have any.
He started unwrapping something in the shape of a box. He tore off the wrapping paper. Inside was a blue Crosley Cruiser portable record player.
His eyes widened as he saw it.
"Oh my god! Who got me this?" He asked.
"Me." I said quietly.
"Ahh I love you so much!" He said. He tackled me with a hug and we ended up falling on the floor. We both started laughing and he kissed me about 5 times.
"Look at the record I got you!" I told him.
He opened the first one. "Too weird to live, too rare to die! How'd you know I liked panic at the disco? I heard them on youtube in the hospital one time." He said.
"I like them so I figured I would try and get you to,too. But I guess I don't have to!" I said laughing.
After a moment, Thomas said "Wait. I never got you anything! I'm so stupid!"
"I specifically asked Ms.white to get this. Don't worry about it. But the best present is you."
We sent up the record player and played all the songs on Too weird to live, too rare to die! And danced together. It was the first moment we actually got to be together without anyone interrupting us.