Chapter 11-Depression

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Tristan

I knew everything was going too well I just knew it! Ugh I'm so stupid. How could I be so dumb? She hates me now, she'll hate me forever.

I've been home for about the last week or so trying to get over what Natalie said. My mum thinks I've gone in to depression which is actually exactly what happened. I thought I was depressed before but nothing compares to now.

I got to stay home by faking migraines which probably wasn't the best idea since I actually have one now. Today is just a really bad day, who am I kidding? The whole week was horrible! And it'll go on like this forever and ever.

So far I've read almost every John Green book I could find and watched every depressing love story. Oblivion is inevitable so who cares if I die just a little before my time. Surely not Natalie, maybe Ross but he'll get over it.
I guess I'll just sit here and exist for a little bit longer or maybe not. I don't even care anymore all meaning is gone. Just as I thought my happiness has come to an end.
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OK so that was pretty short but this chapter is just to give Tristan's point of view on the time when he's missing.
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