One Less Problem (BWWM)

Interractions With Jason

Walking towards my car, I sigh and shake my head. My mother has some nerve to be telling me that I'm not capable of making my own decisions. If that were the case, I wouldn't be where I am today. Though my job isn't my dream job, I still enjoy it. Well at least I did, until Jason brought himself back into town. But, I refuse to let him or my mom stop me from doing what I want to do. This is my life and I'm gonna live it how I want to live it. Unlocking my door I hop in and start my car. I just know I'm probably gonna have to face Jason when I arrive. Honestly I'll probably end up smacking him and walk away. He's becoming annoying as hell. "BBBBUUUUUUZZZZZZZZ"!!!!!!! I hear coming from my bag. Ugh, whoever that is, they're gonna have to wait till I get home. The buzzing continues for and then suddenly stops. It was probably Nisey calling me to come back. I huff and shake my head. I mean am I wrong for wanting to be in charge of my own life and my decisions. I mean it's not like my mom was there helping me study late nights in college or working overtime at the office. I did it all on my own. I just want to be in charge of my own life;is that a crime?. After five more minutes of driving, I finally pull into my driveway. I just wanna cuddle up with my baby Simon. Looking around I don't see Jason insight. "Whew." I mutter out loud to myself. Opening my door I reach over to grab my bag and hear someone say,"You didn't think I'd give up that easily did you?"

Groaning out loud , I roll my eyes. Without turning around I speak,"What the heck do you want Jason?" I turn around and face him. Taking in his look, I notice how his eyes show that he hasn't slept in awhile. "Calm down. I didn't walk over to cause any drama." I instantly crack up at that remark. "You've already caused drama Jason. Now thanks to you my mother and I probably won't be speaking for the rest of our lives." He looks at me and his eyes widen. "Wait what? What happened Sasha?" I shake my head and motion for him to step back. Stepping out of my car, I ignore his question and close my door. Walking up to my door, I pull my key out prepared to step in. "Sasha! I asked you a question." He says in a voice that makes me stop dead in my tracks and turn around.He shouldn't have this much power over me. "Why are you asking me? It's obvious you two are in this together. You both are trying to make my life a living hell." He shakes his head and walks toward me. "Sasha, I'm not trying to ruin your life. I just...." I sigh and roll my eyes. "Just what? Want to be with me again? Well guess what!...." Before I can finish my sentence, I feel a pair of familiar lips on mine. Giving in, I kiss back at my own free will. But that doesn't last long, because I quickly draw back and realize that this is not what's supposed to be happening. "Jason!" He looks at me like a little kid that just got caught doing something bad. "I'm sorry Sasha; but I can't help it. Can't you see that I really want to be back with you. I..."

"Yes Jason I do. But, we can't be together anymore. It's not going to work. Go home to your wife and...." My voice gets caught in my throat as he steps closer to me and glares at me with a look of desire and lust;the same look he gave me on the elevator my first day back to work.As I take 1step back he takes 1forward. "Jason." I put my hands up In front of me causing my bag to drop to the ground. He takes one more step forward and I back into my front door. Shit. "Why are you so nervous Sasha?" He's ask with a hint of laughter in his voice. Swallowing hard, I look up into his eyes and roll mine. "FUCK YOU!" I scream in his face. "Ah such wild gestures from a very pristine girl." Shaking my head, I try to push him back but he doesn't move. "Why are you fighting me Sash?" My mind screams "Because I don't want you" but instead I say,"Jason, you know exactly why so don't try to play the dumb role." I guess I must've struck a fire deep inside because before I can blink he has my arms pinned above my head against the door. "Why can't you just give me another chance?"

"Why can't we just be friends?" I question staring into his eyes."You and I both know we can't be friends Sasha!" He yells and makes me shiver."Why can't we be friends Jason?"

"Because we love each other. Before you try to lie and say you don't love me anymore just save it. I know deep down inside that you still love me and it's going to come out wether you want it to or not." He kisses me roughly and then goes to my neck and bites it. "Ow! Jason that hurt!" I scream as he takes a step back and looks at me. "If I have to mark you up to let people know you're taken then so be it." He says before walking away from me. "You fucking asshole!"