One Less Problem (BWWM)

A Peace Offering and An Argument

My momma talked my ears off all day it feels so good to be home. I walk into my room an head straight for my closet. I pull out my crop tank-top and a pair of black sweatpants. I get dressed and hop right in my bed. I put my beats on and play rocket. I lay back and close my eyes. My mother's words are ringing in my head. I shake my head and turn over. As I slowly begin to fall asleep, I hear my door bell ringing. I sigh loudly stepping over Simon as I walk out of my bedroom. "Who the hell is this?." I mutter loudly. They then start knocking "I'm coming!" I yell annoyed. I walk to the door and turn the locks. As I open the door I look up and see Jason. "What do you want?"

"Peace offering?" He smiles and hands me some flowers. "Oh my god these are so NOT GONNA CHANGE THE FACT THAT YOU WENT TO MY MOTHER ABOUT OUR PROBLEMS!" I flare my nose up at him. "I'm sorry Sasha. I just...."

"Just what? Was being stupid?. You dumbass! All these people around here and you go to my momma? Hell you would've been better off going to my father!"

"I didn't know what else to do. You won't even give me another chance to prove that I actually love you."

"You don't love me Jason! If you loved me you wouldn't have left me! You wouldn't be married nor would you have kids!"

"Dammit Sasha I do fucking love you! My marriage is a mess because of my feelings for you ! And those kids aren't even mine!" I stare deep into his eyes and see so many emotions, but I'm still not giving in.

"Don't let me destroy your marriage;and what do you mean those kids aren't yours?!" I ask shocked that he even said that. Those kids look just like him.
"She had them before we even met Sasha. I want you to have my kids. Can't you see that I'm dying without you?!" I scoff and give him a look that says "you can't be serious right now." What does this guy take me for?.

"No Jason I can't. You look pretty good to me."

"You know what I mean," he takes a step into my doorway making me step back. He closes my front door and walks closer to me. "I love you Sasha. I never stopped loving you."

"Jason I can't do this with you....."

"No Sasha don't say that." He looks at me with pleading eyes, but those just won't change my mind. "I'm sorry Jason but I just can't do this with you right now. I don't want to be that woman that destroys a happy home or whatever you guys have over there."

"But we're getting a divorce!"

"Jason! I'm not going to jump into something with someone that's just got out of a relationship!"

"Why not?! I love you and you and I both know that you still love me."

"Jason.."

"Say that you don't then." He steps closer to me and I back up against the wall. "I-I-I d-d-don't."

"Say it without stuttering Sasha." He says in a serious tone looking directly into my eyes.

"Jason!"

"Say it Sasha!"

"I-I can't! Okay! I can't! But that doesn't mean anything Jason because no matter what we can't be together anymore. Please leave." I look away from him as he slowly backs up. "This isn't over Sasha. I'll make you see and believe that I truly do love you and that I deserve another chance." He walks to the door and glances back at me before opening it and walking out slamming it behind him.