A/N: TRIGGER WARNING <3
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The metal object was cold, and my touch only heated it up. I held back the tears that were threatening to fall from my eyes as I drew the blade closer to my already damaged arm.
I had been doing this for a while, to keep me sane, it worked for the most part. My body was covered with cuts. My arms scattered with red lines, I traced along them carefully. Each new cut racing a different sized path.
I held the object to my arm.
Slowly, I just skimmed it across my skin but as I did that, I pressed harder and harder until I saw blood.
The red liquid, which was now flowing from my arm, hurt, but was relieving. The tiny red beads dotted across my arm as they slivered down my arm and dripped into the sink.
I breathed out, I had some control over everything again. I had control over me.
After thinking a lot I wiped the blood and put the blade back. No evidence whatsoever, well....? Apart from my body.
I looked at my timetable as soon as I was dressed into my pyjamas, crap. PJ taught me what each random letter means in a timetable and mine says swimming... Tomorrow!
I glanced at my clearly cut arm and wondered how I could get around this... Wait... I couldn't.
Unless...
I didn't turn up at school.
VOUS LISEZ
Sleeping without you (a Phanfiction)
FanfictionDan is moved to a new school, he knows no one there. But what he doesn't know is one boy has his eyes set on him, one boy would die to be with him... (Phan fluff) Contains: Abuse, Swearing, Self-Harm, depressing thoughts and suicide.
