I used to think I was hollow
a she'll waiting for death
still it was hard for me to swallow
thinking it might be my last breath
I fought every day for last chance
it felt like a real misery
I craved just one more dance
the rest is secret history
always left them on 'read'
did they want me for their pleasure?
could see their eyes turning red
I've been told I'm a desirable treasure
I won't try and save pieces of forgotten lovers
don't ever want to start hiding myself
I'm ready to show my true colors
so be prepared and braise yourself
I didn't like where I was going
I've always thought about different things
I just couldn't help but dreaming
what if I was into chapsticks pinks?
I've never been more me
you won't ever hear if you don't listen
this is who I was meant to be
I have finally risen
YOU ARE READING
on my mind in 2020
Poesiaeveryday stories put into poems that are based of of true events, secret crushes, boyfriends, girlfriends..broken heart, high hopes, never the one, mind on fire and everything hurts... enjoy :')
