A/N Just a quickie before le big finale... :D I'm legit writing this eventhough I'm sick (also sorry for the late upload :S Don't kill me)
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Chapter 26
Recap: Well basically it's a fucking mess. So Slutoria's with Nate, and he has to stay with her for another ten days. Anna left the show because she can't deal with it all. If she doesn't return in 10 days it'll be final.
Anna' P.O.V.
Decisions are everything. They determine everything. You could decide to say 'hi' to that one person, and the next thing you know, you're saying 'yes' to them infront of a whole church of your family and friends. You could decide to take a different route school and meet a new best friend. You could decide to skip lunch one day and end up with a disorder. You could decide to read that one book, that you've always picked up in the library but never taken home, and fall in love with it.
Decisions decide.
I rolled over in my bed, uncomfertable and cold. Ofcourse I had thought that the tour would keep me away from my home anther four months, but that didn't happen. So I had lent basically everything in my apartment to this old lady two apartments down, and I didn't have the heart to go and get them.
As if I didn't feel empty enough already. For crying out loud.
So here I was between the state of being awake and sleeping. I've heard once you're in between those states you have the power to control your dreams. It's something mythical, but such a mystery at the same time. People say it's super special. I say that's a load of shit. It's suck ass, and if I could control my dreams right now, I really, really, wouldn't have dreamt what I did. Honestly.
There I was, just wondering about in my dream and then BAM! There she was, my very own mother.
Even though she's been gone for a while now, the sight of her still hits me like a freaking brick in my stomach. I've imagined her before, of course, but never as vividly as this. It was so real. It freaked me out 'till no tomorrow.
My mom was standing in front of me for the first time in years and instead of her smiling, like she always used to do, she was frowning at me. I obviously didn't like that.
"Anna, my dear, sweet daughter. What have you done? How could you leave him behind like that?"
"Mom? What? How? Whaaa? I just don't understand. How are you here?!"
"Sadly, you're dreaming honey, I'm still far away from you. Although I have been watching you closely. I was always there, monitoring your decisions to make sure you have the best life possible. But your decision yesterday made me intervene. Darling, you're making a mistake."
"Mom. It's just a show. I'll find other shows, won't I?"
"I'm not talking about shows, dear. I'm talking about him. You now very well who I'm talking about. Don't start. Sure, you'll find other shows. But other guys, sweetheart? I'm not so sure."
"B-but... You know what he did. It isn't even up to me! HE cheated on ME. I never meant anything to HIM!!" By now I was full on crying, I felt so incapable. So helpless. It sucked.
"Honey, you posses such wisdom. Use it! You know, as well as I that he did like you. He freaking loved you. Let's get real. There's more to the story. Of course there is."
"So what should I do?" I question her, since I'm so lost.
"You know I can't tell you. Deep down you know what to do. I'd say follow your heart, but that's so corny. So take your bags before you unpack them, because you don't belong here right now."
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