Dirty Dancer

Chapter Nine ~ Definitely worthy of an awkward-turtle ~

A/N: Lol nothing to say... Sry for the long wait? Um comment and vote maybe? idk, if this deserves it... Also it's dedicated to powderpuffpower01 for becoming my fan. Also picture of Annabelle to the side!! ------->

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Chapter 9

I was going to face this head on. I could do it. A simple and clean explanation. It was a new day, yesterday's events were totally wrong and I want to keep him as a friend. I'll just do it. Think Nike, think Nike. 

I could see him sitting at the breakfast table of our cabin. I'm going to... Oh, shit. He turned around. So I did the same thing. I wince since this is so awkward. Defenitly worthy of an awkward-turtle. Gosh. 

"Hey Anna, how did you sleep? You were kinda passed out when I came back in our room. Like heavy snorring kinda passed out. You okay?" Confession time. I was totally faking. It was nine PM of course I wasn't passed out. Doesn't he have any logic? Ugh, I just couldn't face him. But here I go...

"Yea... You know, a lot of things happend yesterday. I, er..., sleep to forget?" SHIT. That sounded more like a question. Be confident Annabelle Lee. You're better than this. Just go for it. "Um, Cameron, can I maybe, like, if you're free, kinda talk to you?" AHHH. I suck at this. No comment.

"Sure, sure Anna, um but first of all you can call me Cam, since you know, we kinda hooked up, and...

"Yea, er, Cam, that's what I wanted to talk about... I'm really not trying to be mean here. I mean I think I love you. As a friend. And I can't bear to ruin that. At all. It's just. I can't. Is that, is that alright? I'm so sorry I let it get that far. I mean that was my first kiss and I'll always remember it, so I'll always remember you. But only as a friend. Please don't be mad. Cam, just please."

He was silent for so long I was about to turn around and lick my wounds. Once a battle is lost I don't stick around to count the dead. 

"I-I get it. I'm sorry if it seemed like I pressured you, I just really like you but if this is how you feel I understand. I'm not mad. I want to stay friends too. I love you too." Ummm? *cough, cough* "As a friend. Ofcourse. Haha" Awkward laugh. Lovely.

All in all though, I was really glad. I didn't just lose a really good friend. Well, I didn't lose Cam. Don't wanna talk about Molly. Seriously. 

I hadn't noticed how close we got. I guess talking heartfelt meant you had to be less than 10 cm apart... 

"PDA much?! Please, this is still my show, so I decide what happens. This is just a smidge over the limit. Seriously. Don't be such a slut. And you, bro, don't even think about it. I thought you were gay anyway." 

Wow. He actually managed to insure his self importance and insult me and Cam in the same breath. God. I cringed slightly at the insult because of the hypocrisy in that statement and because I was anything but a slut. Ow. 

Suddenly my eyes flew open. Eureka!!! Ding ding ding, we have a winner. I just got the best idea ever! This was legit the smartest move I'll ever pull. The movie. John Tucker Must Die. I remember it. The lead girl made Tucker fall in love with her. And then she broke his heart. I WAS THE LEAD GIRL. This was it!!! I had to do it. I had to. This was amazing. Nathaniel Grey Must Die, it had a ring to it. Cue the demonic laugh. I knew just how to do it. This was perfect. 

He was so obviously jealous of me and Cam, I just had to make him more jealous. This was so brilliant. Then, I'd slowly make him believe I liked him more. Then I'd make him really fall. And right before his big opening night I'd break his heart in tiny little pieces. Like he did my heart. Um, wait. No. Like he did all those other girl's hearts he never called back. I'll get revenge for THEM.