Beautiful Pain (A caster story)

Part 14 - Scene 2

DEAN'S P.O.V

When I came back home I was totally confused. I felt like I was playing some stupid game against my will. Firstly it was me, then it was her. I really hated this situation. I didn't want to fight.

I couldn't stay inside at home. Without asking for permission I went out. I didn't know where to go. Normally I would go into the forest near by, but this time I had this strange feeling. Maybe it was related to her. Maybe it was related to what I was feeling about Maria. Even the forest could bring me so many memories of her.

I decided to just let go of these stupid things and just go there. Even though there was this 99.99% of the chance I'd meet her there, I decided to not care and go in there. It was a long walk actually. It was something I really liked because it helped me clear my mind. Every time I'd go in there I'd feel a little better. It was something like magical about this place. Maybe it was for real. Even the girl I was all over, had a little magic inside of her, like real magic.

***

It was impossible for me to go somewhere without her being the same place I was. There she was, standing there. Damn she looked beautiful. I couldn't understand quite well what she was doing. It looked like she was reading a letter. That wasn't possible.

There was a house burning down in flames and she was just standing there, reading a damn letter? That didn't sound like her, then again there was no way for me to tell what was like her and what not.

-Hey ! - I decided to talk to her.

She surely didn't expect me to be there and find her.

-What are you doing here? - she said.

-Just clearing my mind out of some things. - I replied.

-Well you can go and find other places to clear your mind. - she told me.

It was clear for me that she didn't want me there. I was sure she was up to something, I just didn't know what that thing was.

-What about you? - I asked her. I wasn't actually hoping on any reply, but I guess it was worth the shot.

-It's not your business. - she told me. I guess I was right. She wasn't planning on replying to me, but I had to find out what she was doing. I didn't know why, I just knew that I wanted to.

-Why are you acting like this? - I asked her. I had no idea where that come from. It was just like those things you feel like saying, but your mind tells you not to, but then again your mouth doesn't give a damn about your brain.

-I think you know the reason so you don't need to ask me. - Maria said. I really didn't know what the hell was going on with her.

-No, I don't. I want you to tell me. - I said to her.

-Well, it's surely not my fault that your memory has some problems. - she asked with a tone I had never heard from her.

After saying that, she was ready to leave, but I couldn't just let her go. I grabbed her wrist.

-Wait. You're not like this. - I told her.

-You think you know me huh? - she asked.

-I don't think so. I feel it that way. - I told her. This was one of those times when you need to do that "heart to heart" conversation thing.

-Yeah right. Nice words, but I ain't falling for them. Not again. - she said to me. I could see the hurt behind her eyes. After that I saw her go right in front of my eyes. It was something you see in those fantasy movies. Maria was disappeared right in front of me and I couldn't do a thing to stop her.

How was I supposed to find her now? It felt like she was gone for good, but I refused to believe that. That couldn't be happening.

It's actually really funny how someone you've never meet turns into someone you can't live without. That's how I felt in those moments. I felt like my whole world turned upside - down and everything was just lost.

I decided to stay in there for a little more time. I wanted someone to help me and I knew the right person who could help me in these kind of things. If there was something who could totally help me, that was my nanny.

Somehow she knew a lot of things about this whole "supernatural" thing. I had zero ideas of what was going on. I knew that if she couldn't help me, than no one could.

-Hi! I'm here at the forest! - I told to my nanny as soon as she answered to the phone. - I'm standing right in front of a house that's burning.

-I don't know of a house in the middle of the forest. - she told me.

-Can you meet me at the lake? I'll show you the way.- I told her.

-OK, wait me there. - she told me.

I was turning back into the lake of the forest. I was hoping that my nanny could find Maria. We had so many things to clear up. I didn't want to lose her.

I found it strange that my nanny had no idea of the house there. It was strange because she's usually well informed on these things. It was a rare thing actually the idea of a house in the middle of the forest.

Thinking it twice, I knew that Maria didn't live in there. I remember that I once drove her to her home. I don't think I drove into a forest. There's actually no way to drive there. If her home was inside of the town, what was she doing there in the forest? I knew there was something going on. I just had no idea what.

***

-Glad, you're finally here. - I told to my nanny when she arrived.

-I'm sorry it took so long for me to be here, it usually doesn't. - she said to me.

I didn't want to put any kind of blame on her. She always did as much as she could to help me.

-So, tell me. What's wrong? - she told me.

I told her everything that had happened so far. After I finished talking, she asked me to take her to the house that was now burnt down. It looked like my nanny really had no idea about that house.

A\N: HEY ALL! I HOPE YOU'RE ENJOYING THIS STORY. THANK U FOR 1.1k READS. COMMENT WHAT U THINK OF IT AND PLEASE VOTE AND SHARE.

SEE YOU THE NEXT UPDATE.